At midnight, on the night oif July23/24, I spit out the last dip I ever want. My first dip was when I was about the age of 14 and Happy Daze, Skoal, and Copenhagen cost less than 75 cents a can. 33 years later, I am 21 and a half hours into quitting, and have gone through every emotion except for crying, and kinda felt like doing that at one time. I crave it, and my mind is telling me that I really could quit easier if I didn't try to do it cold turkey, after all, it HAS been almost 22 hours since I have had any nicotine, and I could reward myself with just one little dip.... Well, that's a lie, 'cuz, if I did that, I wouldn't really have quit, would I? Nope, I would be a masochist simply because I will have tortured myself for 22 hours just for the fun of it, only to have to start over, and be faced with the same emotions, self lies, and hateful addiction, along with the truth of knowing that I FAILED, and now have to live THAT down, as well as being an addict. To me, it comes down to one thing, which is the answer to a yes or no question: Do I want to quit? The answer makes the consequences easy. Yes means you do what it takes to stay outta that stupid round can, and know that you'e bigger than the monkey that lives in the can, and that you CAN kick his ass. If the answer is no, then it really doesn't matter. The next time the urge hits, you'll load up your lip, and all will be alright. Me? I wrote this to help ME. I love each and every one of y'all, and I applaud your efforts to kick the habit. I'm quitting for me, and for my God. I am a Christian, and I'm not treating my body like a temple when I'm dipping. The Holy Spirit convicted me of that not very long ago, so I made up my mind this past week that at midnight Saturday night, I would go from dipper to non-dipper. I've done that, and, while I can't say that I'm happy, I can say that I am proud of me that I've lasted this long. I'm not sure how my story will be taken by those who read these words, I just needed to vent a little. It helped, and I'm gonna take what little Red Seal I have left in the house, and flush it, like I should have done 22 hours ago. "Greater is He Who is in me, than he who is in the world" and "I can do ALL things through Christ, Who strengthens me".