after 22 yrs i've decided it's time to quit. i'm like a tweeker right now, sneeking money to buy my next can. i'm not a heavy dipper at 2 cans per week, but i'm a chain dipper. from morning til night i have a dip in. sometimes i sleep with it in. when i started back in 1991 i had just joined the army and wanted to fit in. I quickly got to the point that i could eat with it in and not get it mixed in with my food. ( I know I know gross)
I've tried quitting about 8 times, tried the zyban and about commited suicide.
had a scare about 3 months ago when my dentist found discolored skin in my cheek. i;ve since been cleared. started using smokey mountain and let me tell you i'm glad they have a classic flavor because for me it's the flavor. i cannot stand the mint or wintergreen. i can go about a week then the anxiety starts getting the better of me.
I WANT TO QUIT THIS ADDICTION
