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Damn Mike! 500 days! You are a BAD ASS in every sense of the word. I can say with complete conviction that I would not be here and quit today if you were not involved in my quit. I have had many moments where even I questioned what the hell I was thinking when I did or said something, But I have been able to count on you to call it the way it is and bring me back to center. Your quit has touched many lives. Who would have thought 2 Christmas's ago that making one of the hardest decisions would impact so many people for the good? Men here thank you, and I know some wives do as well. You have brought nothing but raw and strong quit to this place. And I for one NEEDED to see you hit 500 today. Keep going forward and we will follow along. I will quit with you all day long!
P.S...... Why do wives like you so much? :D
You my friend make since when no one else has any since. 500 days ago a half comma made no since, but now it makes total since. Am i making any since? Quit with you any day.
2:12 pm here in the Midwest. I'm sitting at a samdwich shop chowing down on something quick before heading back to the office for more nonsensical fire drills, and I decided to log in. I'm sitting here smiling over a half eaten subpar roast beef sandwich for a couple of reasons :
1. Jake - to answer your question... Wives like me because I am hotter than donut grease to the female half of the population. And some of the male half too, but I don't participate in their interest. Just saying.
2. Because general happiness and calm seems to be the new normal.
Point one is obvious, but point two isn't. 500 days ago I was miserable. 499 days ago I thought I had been hit repeatedly by a truck. Then came the fog of death that lasted a hell of a long time. But I stayed with the program, posting every day and believing those that came before me that things would get better. One day at a time, with the support of all of you, I am reaching numbers that not that long ago seemed like some sort of the impossible. Now , I am reaping the rewards and loving life.
If you are new and reading this, I am not "a special butterfly". I suffered the suck just like you are. I didn't think it would ever get better. I dreamed of dip. I avoided convenience stores for 6 months. I had night sweats ... Chills... You name it, and I probably had it. And today I'm really glad that every one of those shitty things happened to me. Because, one day at a time , with my brothers and sisters if ktc, they will never happen to me again.
I post my promise, and I keep my word.
Thank you to everyone in this board. You guys (and girls) saved my life and made it worth living. I wouldn't be here today without every one of you, and I will be here tomorrow (God willing) to post a fantastic day 501.
Thank you!