Hi wentyard, I’d firstly like to congratulate you on your decision. I know it is tuff right now, but I promise you it gets better, sooner rather than later. You just have to get through the funk. I too couldn’t sleep, I would get nerve jolts through my whole body, couldn’t remember my birthday, ... it was legit. But all of that subsided and gave way to a freedom I never knew existed. The first week is generally the toughest. You can stick through it as many of us have done. It gets better, just stay strong, determined, and heavily involved with your February quit group. These folks will be your brothers in arms who are going through the same suck as you at the same time. Post roll, honor your promise, repeat 24hrs later. Following this regiment, you will never dip again.
Aumegrad 118