Hi,
My name is Andrea, but you can call me Ann. ;) I'm 28 years old and I've been married now for almost 3 years. This seems like a wonderful support group/family. It's great to know things like this are on the internet. I wanted to introduce myself, but I also would like to explain my situation. And I have an important question, that I'm hoping someone could help me with it. I hope it's okay that I do it here, in this thread.
I'm a little embarrassed...but I know I shouldn't be. I'll try my best to explain and not make this too long...
I was a smoker for almost 10 years. So was my Husband. We quit at the same time, 3-4 months ago, but we used the patch/nicoderm CQ. The patch helped so much...it was a lot easier than I thought it would be. Well I thought getting off the patch and ending the whole quitting process was going to be just as easy...but for me it wasn't. I stopped using the patch almost 2 weeks ago. Shortly after I noticed a difference in myself. I wasn't craving nicotine...but I was tired, not motivated, depressed and irritable. I hated feeling different. I know it was because I stopped nicotine all the way...no more cigs...no more patch. My Husband was fine...but everyone's different I guess. Well instead of waiting it out and just dealing with it...I decided to use skoal pouches. A few months ago my Husband used them a few times...I tried one and didn't mind it. So that's how I knew about them. Well anyways...I guess I wanted to see if doing that would make me feel better (because I definitely didn't want to start smoking again). It did make me feel better and thought I would just do it a few times or something. I ended up going through a tin, in 2 days. I stopped and started feeling down again...so a few days later I got another tin. Now it's the 5th day/3rd tin. And now I totally screwed up and I'm scared. My Husband doesn't even know and I feel so bad and ashamed (very embarrassed).
What I would LOVE to do...is go back on the patch for a little bit. Start fresh and when I stop the patch this time I will be a lot stronger and just wait it out! So my question is...can I do that? Can I use the patch to now quit smokeless tobacco? I called the nicoderm CQ phone number and the lady told me that the patch was never evaluated for smokeless tobacco...only smoking. I asked her if it would be harmful in any way and she said she couldn't answer that. She suggested for me to talk to my doctor. I really don't want to do that...so I thought maybe someone on here could help. Plus I see how addictive these pouches are and I could relate with all of you.
I don't see why it wouldn't help. Nicotine is nicotine...ya know? I want to try it...but want to make sure it's safe. Let me know what you think.
Sorry this was so long! Thank you so much...