been dipping 24 years now..
i quit cold turey on 9-5-11
boy is it tough...
i miss my dip and watchng monday night football....
Bullshit. You don't miss dip. You're an addict, and you miss the relief from withdrawals that the nicotine gave you. Can you truly say you miss continually rubbing your lips on a disgusting mini-cesspool (unless you were gutting it), constantly having stuff hung in your teeth, avoiding certain situations so you could have a pinch of death, thinking you were dying of cancer every time something felt different on your gums, and spending your hard earned money on somethign designed to kill you?
I used to think the same thing, but it was all lies. There is nothing desirable about dipping, and to succeed you must stop romanticizing it. UST screwed me for many years, and I'll never forget that. I will never contribute another cent to an organization that intentionally entices, entraps, and then kills its clientel.
Get mad, man! You gotta get some heart in this battle if you expect to win it. You've made a great decision to quit. PM me if I can ever help you in any way.