Westpanel got it...Feb 2013 is your group.
Posting roll is the key. I had previously quit hundreds of times. This time it has stuck. Why? Posting roll...simple as that. The ONLY thing I have done differently this time is to post roll and adopt the "one day at a time" mind-set. Simply put, we don't quit for tomorrow, next week or even forever. We quit for today...and today only. We'll deal with those others when they get here. But when you post roll, you give everyone on this site that your word that no matter what the fuck happens today, you won't have any nicotine. Then, fight like hell all day to keep your word. We've got your back...every second of the day...we're here for you. There is no excuse for failing. If your word is any good, you will live free today.
Initially, I thought posting roll was stupid. I honestly felt that I was better than the folks here because I was a "light dipper" (whatever the fuck that is? Small dips, I guess?) I actually believed that I really didn't need to post, but I would do it until I reached the HOF just just to "play by the rules." Now I won't miss it. Amateur do it until they get it right, pros do it until they can't get it wrong. We're qutting pros here.
I started reading...and reading. All the information on here was posted by guys who knew. It was obvious. They really got it. Even our stories were almost identical...started in high school sports, meant to quit, knew it was bad for me...blah, blah, blah.
See, we're all addicts...that means that we are excellent liars. We lie to ourselves, our family, our friends. We can rationalize anything. I used to set quit dates (birthdays, New Years, birth of child, etc). Then I would feel better about dipping because I knew I'd be quitting in the future anyway? WTF, right?!!
Your brain is poisoned right now. You can't think straight now, even if you think you can. It is the great mind-fuck of nicotine addiction. Don't worry about it...you're in the right place. You already have a great group of fellow newbies in this thread alone!!! Just post roll, take it one day at a time, and stay glued to this site. Y'all really can do this. We're here to support you. But YOU are the one who is going to do this.
OKay, thanks, ive made it to 36 hours, I couldnt sleep last night till 2 am, once o got to sleep i was out until 4 10 pm today, thats crazy for me. I did drink lots of water , V8 fruit juice. Looking forward to a better day today.
Thanks everyone
OK im 2013 Feb group