Yep, today was another one of the good days I will say for sure. Up early, church, worked on my bike, bought bulletin boards for class, cooked BBQ chicken and now just relaxing, enjoying life. Today when I was driving home from the store a powerful sense of peace overcame me. I literally felt like I was a kid again with no worries and just feeling like there are no boundaries to what is possible. I feel like Ive got a new lease on life and I donÂ’t want to take it for granted and I believe this is whatÂ’s going to make me quit for good. It wasnÂ’t 100% awesome today, once I got home from the store I reached towards the table looking for something, I wasnÂ’t sure at first what I was looking for but soon came to the realization I was actually looking for my can of poison. I thought about it for a few seconds then continued my day unobstructed by the thoughts of it. It just makes me realize that I am not out of the woods yet, IÂ’m addicted to the stuff, and must keep my guard up. The small ninja cravings can bring you down just as fast as or faster than the full blown ones. You can foretell and battle the enemy of the big craves , but the small ones, the ninja sneak attacks, can be devastating to a quit.
Thank god for my life, Thank KTC for my quit.
Jon Wayne Hill
Ex-user