Texan, awesome choice. The support comes out of the woodwork here. Sounds like you're good and pissed, embarrassed, fed up and ready. You better be ready for mind tricks, shakes, mood swings, the fog... its all coming. But............. we'll all be here for you. We've all been through it. YOU CAN DO IT.
I'm with Pab, I have about same story as him, although he's and old fart :) well, OK i am too.
Get active, get into your quit group and be a leader. Post support daily your group and in other months, like I did 800 days ago. You'll be surprised at the love coming back your way
Pab has posted support in my group every day! He takes time out of his day every day for the last 800 days to support little old me. Are you kidding me? Talk about awesome brotherhood.
ALL of us are going toward the same goal. Ready to join us? We'd love to have you.