DAY 3
'bang head'
Hey everyone, my day 3 is better than day 2. My problem is not so much the addiction that I could not be without it few days, but my problem is the rotation the up and down. That Im been dipping a week or 14 days and than im trying to quit a week or two...this for 6,5 years with very bad situtions when I fail like drinking a lot of alcohol not working out etc...SO, yes you are right I should go day by day but also my confidence will feel the change if I get through 30-40 days, where I failed in my best times, so..if you will see me posting here day 40+ thats something I never reached in my life and thats going to make me free, I will stay strong.
I already work on my new action plans for business, sport, health...Im going to have new job in Prague since August 1 so....Im going to kill it this time !!!!! Thank you all for your support, you really make me a but stronger and I feel the change, now Im part of the community where people dont use nicotine.
I feel better today, Im thinking about to go to gym at evening, its now 6pm in Czech republic. But I will not force myself this time, there will be a lot of time to workout 6 times a week when I get stronger in my mind.
'tough'
3 days SOBER and NICOTINE FREE. 'tough'