Good morning everyone,
Im David, 24 years old living in Prague. I used to be a hater of smokers (I did not know snus in my 16). However in my life happened some hard situations which led into trying smoking, drinking, dipping and other things. I started in 17,5 years until now 24 years. During this life episode, I tried to quit dipping many many times and everytime I failed, my confidence decreased and I blamed myself that Im useless and weak. Due to these failures I drinked a lot of alcohol and tried drugs but the main problem always was and is the fact that I did not quit dipping. If I dont dip, I become stronger person as I naturally am and I do a lot of sports and gym and 2 weeks ago I finished college. Due to my mind problems with dipping and drinking alcohol related to dipping I made some debts and all this only because of stupid addiction.
However Im here to change my life and I hope you will help me. After that Im ready to help others until the end of my life, I want to write books, be a coach and work for others to be successful as I want to be too.
Generally I dont have a problem with alcohol, I can drink wine, workout in gym and everything is perfect if Im not dipping. It makes me lazy and weak and my confidence level at the freezing point.
Im going to dip now one last time and start my blog here where I will day by day write my feelings and how Im beating this monster. Please forgive me m english, Im not native but Im trying and I feel already very motivated by this page and you guys, yes you strong people.
Thank you for any kind of support, I promise to give it back once I quit. cowboy