Being an addict really sucks in some ways, but in others it is a great thing. Most of us on this site do everything to the extreme. If we climb mountains, we think of Everest. At work we are balls to the wall. When we workout we are sore for days. It is part of our genetics. You have to wrap your mind around going balls to the wall of quitting.
The price of admission here is posting your name on roll call first thing every day when your eyes open. You do it before going to the bathroom, feeding the dog, reading the paper... First thing! Roll call is your promise to yourself and the bad ass quitters on this site (like grizzclaws) that today, and only for today, you will not use nicotine in any form. You can do anything for 24 hours if you are a man of your word. If you are a liar, you have no chance. If you are a man of your word and you follow the plan you will succeed.
Will it be hard? Fuck yeah it will be hard! Yes. But you can do it. If some weak ass dude like me can succeed, a bad ass cop like you can. Post roll. Keep your word. Throw those douchebag pouches out and start making yourself proud. Read over your intro and it is clear what is dominating your life... It isn't you, your wife, your job... It is an addiction to nicotine. Let's turn the tables and take freedom back. If I can help send me a pm. My number is yours for the asking... Once your name is on roll call.
