Hey guys, want to thank all of you for the support. Quitting is always a "bitch" done this shit many times and something always triggers and I cave. Thats why I am here. What was finally the last straw for me was one morning I stopped for gas and my daily coffee and can of Twolf straight, and they were running a deal 1.00 of when you buy 2 cans. I know the store manager pretty well and usually stop to talk. Told him just one can and I needed to quit. Very frankly he told me that he hears guys in there daily saying that they are buying there last can. Wow am I really one of those guys?? That was my wakeup call.
No one close to me seems to understand and certainly not my wife. She doesn't get how conniving and evil the shit is. I have been wanting to quit for a while, just wasn't ready. One thing I have learned is you best have your shit together before you quit. Every time that i wasn't really serious and ready I would cave after a couple days. I need an asskicker! I have quit before for 1+ yrs, so I know I can do it. What got me before was i was riding with a coworker and he had a can of skoal wintergreen longcut (not even my old chew) but I could literally taste the shit, the crave was so strong. I know now that it doesn't matter how long you are quit, the shit will hit you when you least expect or when you are weakest.
Thats where all you come in. I know now I cant do this thing alone, I know between God and you guys i can beat this stuff.
I didn't open up like this at first cause i wanted to be sure about the site. I see now that the site is set up to make successful quitters and is the "real deal" looking forward to getting to know more of you! Thanks