I appreciate the support guys.
I've come back to this thread, because I needed somewhere other than June Group to occupy my thoughts. Especially, since this is in regards to recent caves within the group.
You guys are a bunch of pussies. I don't care what happens in your life, I don't care how long you chewed for. I don't give a shit if your mom, daughter, and father all fall over dead on the same day. I don't give a shit if Fido gets run over by a fucking car. I don't give a shit your home gets foreclosed on or your car gets impounded. No matter what happens, nicotine isn't going to make it better.
You're a fucking idiot if you think nicotine is going to solve your damn problem. At this point in your quit, it's gonna fucking compound your problem. You're going to start to feel dizzy, your head is going to spin, and you won't be able to see or think straight. Then the guilt will set in. You're going to realize that you let your brothers here at KTC down. You let your wife/significant other down. You let your children down. You let everyone who you've surrounded yourself with down. The can really is more important than your dearest fucking loved ones, huh? Just remember that you let your loved ones down. Remember the look in child's eyes when they see you with the can in. Remember that your wife does think less of you as a man, now. Your wife wants a man with a back bone, a man who can stand up to life's challenges and face them down. She wants a man she can count on to support her, not the other way around.
No, I don't want you back in my fucking quit group. No, the fuck I don't. I don't give a shit. You gave up. You quit. Every other mother fucker on this site has gone through this shit, some of us 10x worse than you. You had no reason to cave, except for the fact that you are a baby backed bitch. You are a selfish mother fucker. You chose the nic bitch over every one who loves and surrounds you. You know the dangers, and risks associated with tobacco, yet you still took it. You said your word wasn't worth a damn. You said you had no will power. You said that quitting is not important to you. You specifically described just how selfish you are, without even using a single fucking word!
I don't care if you just took one dip, and it made you feel dizzy and light headed. No shit, that's what a foreign substance will do when your body is not dependent on it. I don't give a shit if you threw the rest down the toilet, or in the trash. That's not a sign of a recovering addict; that's the sign of an addict attempting to hide. I don't give a shit about any of your lame ass excuses. I don't give a flying hoot-shit and I hope none of my brothers do.