Been dipping since I was 16-17 yrs old. Started on a football away game trip in high school. Started out at Cope long probably a can a week, he'll, sometimes it would dry out before I could finish it. It steadily grew worse until my parents found out. I was a senior in HS and my father said he was disappointed but that I was old enough to make my own decisions. I am now 31 and dip at least a can a day. I switched to Grizzly Snuff a couple of years ago cause cope had gotten so high.
Anyways, I coach a lot of sports for my 7 year old son. Last week, I was coaching a soccer game one night and I was nic'in bad so I through in a dip. No big deal...done it a million times. This time one of the little girls watched me spit a stream off to the side...she proceeded to smile and spit her own stream. It was then that I felt disgusting. Never before in my 14 years of dipping. Never before when my boys would copy me and spit. Hell, I've dipped in restaurants, grocery stores, hospitals (birth of both my sons), at work, at home, in the bed, in the shower, on the beach, in the pool...all places with other unknown people present that probably looked sideways at me and I never cared, or noticed until last week.
So today is day 1 of the rest of my life. My last dip was last night at 11pm. I have made it through today with the aide of seeds and jerky. Not feeling great, but as long as I have something to chew on I am ok for now.
This board looks to be a great resource. Wish me luck.
Packman....I think we know each other....
I dipped during the birth of all my kids(4) - even gutted it during a C section.
I dipped during my kids' sporting events.
I dipped in the pool.
I dipped at work.
I dipped during church.
I dipped even though I tried to stop dozens of times.
I dipped even though my, then 4 y/o son, began spitting outside.
I did all these and more, BUT, 297 days ago, I decided to quit for myself. Without luck, without patches/lozenges, without looking back.
I did it by
1. Posting Roll first thing every day
2. Keeping my promise to my KTC brothers.
3. Grabbing my somewhat overly big scrotum.
4. Rinse and Repeat daily.
If these things seem foreign to you, I suggest you click on the
Welcom Center above. It is a nice vaginal salmony pink color. Get in there and read your ass off. And, if you are done. And you have a decent sized scrotum. Get into your new quit group
Feb. 13 Pre HOF and post roll.
PM me if you need anything.
Vadge