day three here. 25 years "in the game". It's a hate love relationship. Wish i had a chew in now typing this.......that is what sucks. Dip is woven into every fabric of my life. I may not have one in all the time but rest assurred if I'm: Working at my computer (work from home), Mowing the lawn, Fixing something/ anything around the house, playing golf, playing a board game, reading, driving, drinking beers. watching sports, etc......you get the point.
I'm tired of thinking every sore throat and irritated area in my mouth is "the big one". I have to say i am an abosoute ass. I get oral cancer checkup each year at the dentist. the fear and promises i make to myself and god waiting for that scan and to have the nerve to pop in a chew on the way home -WTF.
i already told my wife not to expect much work to get done around here (HAHAHAHA).
oh well, i feel good, my mouth feels good. sucked it up and looked at some of the pics on this sight (always terrified to look). I'm not going down that way.
wish me luck! same to all of you.