Well i have been frequenting this site since June 22 2014 and i have decided i will join. My quit night was June 21 at the Luke Bryan concert. Was not planned at all. Ive chewed Copenhagen long cut roughly from 18 to 27 years old. Now i chewed other stuff to. Started out with pouches then eventually around 21 went full time to long cut and roughly can a day user to 2 cans+ during hunting season or a night of heavy drinking at the camp.. Its been rough. I have not touched chewing tobacco since that night at the concert. I was drinking and i just got real emotional when i went to through that dip in when we got to our seats..i dont know why i got emotional but i just did. I told my gf at that time im done and she kinda looked at me like ya ya you said you cut down before. Something just hit me at that moment.. i knew how bad it was and i just LOVED TO CHEW so bad but i knew if i wanted to stay around for my gf(soon to be wife) and her daughter which i treat as my own, i had to be a man and quit. I took both cans of "old goldy" and threw them under the seats we were sitting in and said "FUCK THIS SHIT, IM DONE!". Needless to say a few hours later i was going nuts, i needed my friend. But she told me stay strong that night. Next morning... well that was terrible as all you know. I did not know of these fakes chews or anything so i was just lost. I was mad at the world, i felt why does chew have to be so bad for you? Regardless i have not touched it since that night. Smokey Mountain classic and wintergreen have been my new friend for now i guess you can say. I go through a can a day about but not always, somedays (weekends) i might not even have it at all. Typically i have my triggers when i need it like hunting, work(im a mechanic), cutting grass, etc.. BUt i will never touch the real stuff again. Id only be cheating myself and my family. I always had a weird addiction to nicotine though, ive smoked probably 5 cigars since that night on vacation, fishing etc. I have no need for another after for days, weeks. When i used to chew i would only dip once or twice on weekends and typically after dinner time i wouldnt dip at all atleast 3-7 days a week. I often wondered if i should try the half strength nicotine herbal to atleast get the nice pick me up but im unsure. I know i had a control on nicotine however it had a control on me to. I know that if i chewed the fake stuff with nicotine id be ok because i refuse to ever touch the real deal. I loved the taste of copenhagen long cut, the flavor, smell, just holding the can. I didnt feel like that with any other chew. Would it be bad if i dabbled with the fake/nicotine chew? Im talking out my ass now but what would be the negatives? I figured if i ever ran out of it, id just chew the fake stuff till i got more, im so done with the real stuff that id suffer if i had to. I feel like typing forever on this topic tonight about my dip use and feelings about it but its almost bed time.. Thank you to all of you! Im getting through it, somehow.
Alex, when I read this it looks to me like you are tobacco free but not nicotine free. Would that be correct?
Alex,
I have the same questions that mogul did. I tried to break down a few statements from your post that jumped out to me and I will respond to each accordingly.
You said, "I always had a weird addiction to nicotine though,"
My response: No shit! That's why every single one of us are here. Nic is a BITCH and she will kill your ass dead if you don't decide to kick her to the curb!
You said, "ive smoked probably 5 cigars since that night on vacation, fishing etc. "
My response: On this website, the definition of quitting is ZERO nicotine. If you have had a cigar, then you have not quit. Your quit date will be from the last time you ever used nicotine.
You said, "I often wondered if i should try the half strength nicotine herbal to atleast get the nice pick me up but im unsure. "
My response: No. Do not try anything with nicotine.
You said, "I know i had a control on nicotine however it had a control on me to. "
My response: You have never had a control on nicotine.
You said, "I know that if i chewed the fake stuff with nicotine id be ok because i refuse to ever touch the real deal. "
My response: If you chew anything with nicotine, you are not quit. Nic is a BITCH and she will kill your ass dead if you don't decide to kick her to the curb!
You said, "I loved the taste of copenhagen long cut, the flavor, smell, just holding the can. "
My response: If you want to live, you will stop romanticizing nicotine.
You said, "Would it be bad if i dabbled with the fake/nicotine chew?"
My response: Yes. Nic (in any form) is a BITCH and she will kill your ass dead if you don't decide to kick her to the curb!
All that being said, if all of us can quit, you can too!! We are here to help. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to send me a PM and I will help in any way possible.
I am quit with you today!!
