i know its only five days in, but i find myself in the same recurring thoughts. they're nightmarish thoughts of cancer. i may have dipped less than half the guys here, but i knew it was time to stop. now, i cant get the thoughts of cancer off my mind. i'm trying to get my best friend to quit now. i dipped for a little over a year, once a day right before bed (about 20-25 min) granted, many of you have dipped more than me, i just cant quell my fears of what could happen. i cant see things the same anymore, and cant get out of this emotional funk. was it the right thing to do? absolutely. will i regret it? never. i've been scared straight, and now i just need some advice on how to conquer the beast and the fear that comes with it.
japes