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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #25 on: February 25, 2013, 04:33:00 PM »
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I thought you disappeared like a fart in the wind...hence I called you a pussy.  I thought you bailed.  I didnt see if you posted roll.  I guess I should of.  I retract the pussy blast.  A pussy wouldn't come back.  A pussy would dick tuck without a word.  My apologies.

I'm glad you are here now.  You're a wise man.  I'm here to support you every step of the way.   I was the biggest pussy/cry baby bitch ktc has ever seen.  But I think I can help you now, when you need it.  Hit me up anytime.  I'm on call year round.  Even on Christmas!
All good dude...Like I said, I'm 5 years sober off drugs and booze, so I take this shit seriously. Nic is another substance, and it's my time to quit. I feel it just like I felt with the booze and drugs...it's time to quit after 22 years or so of chewing.

Sometimes in order to help people though, we need to humble ourselves. Just because someone is quit now doesn't mean they're quit forever...one can always go back out (hopefully not though) but that doesn't mean that person is a pussy. There is a sickness with addiction that is way beyond comprehension sometimes...even for addicts. We have everything to gain from not using, yet the urge or pull to use says FUCK IT. It's insanity...sickness...not pussy. Quitting nic is a one day at a time thing just like any other substance. You start future fucking or living in the past, you're in the wrong place.

SO...I'm taking this on exactly how I take on my daily sobriety from booze and drugs. I posted roll today and I'm off nic for day 2. That's all I've got. Tomorrow isn't here and I stayed off nic yesterday...so it continues. I'm glad I found you guys and appreciate the support that is found here...
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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #24 on: February 25, 2013, 04:16:00 PM »
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I thought you disappeared like a fart in the wind...hence I called you a pussy.  I thought you bailed.  I didnt see if you posted roll.  I guess I should of.  I retract the pussy blast.  A pussy wouldn't come back.  A pussy would dick tuck without a word.  My apologies.

I'm glad you are here now.  You're a wise man.  I'm here to support you every step of the way.   I was the biggest pussy/cry baby bitch ktc has ever seen.  But I think I can help you now, when you need it.  Hit me up anytime.  I'm on call year round.  Even on Christmas!
All good dude...Like I said, I'm 5 years sober off drugs and booze, so I take this shit seriously. Nic is another substance, and it's my time to quit. I feel it just like I felt with the booze and drugs...it's time to quit after 22 years or so of chewing.

Sometimes in order to help people though, we need to humble ourselves. Just because someone is quit now doesn't mean they're quit forever...one can always go back out (hopefully not though) but that doesn't mean that person is a pussy. There is a sickness with addiction that is way beyond comprehension sometimes...even for addicts. We have everything to gain from not using, yet the urge or pull to use says FUCK IT. It's insanity...sickness...not pussy. Quitting nic is a one day at a time thing just like any other substance. You start future fucking or living in the past, you're in the wrong place.

SO...I'm taking this on exactly how I take on my daily sobriety from booze and drugs. I posted roll today and I'm off nic for day 2. That's all I've got. Tomorrow isn't here and I stayed off nic yesterday...so it continues. I'm glad I found you guys and appreciate the support that is found here...
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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #23 on: February 25, 2013, 01:40:00 PM »
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I thought you disappeared like a fart in the wind...hence I called you a pussy.  I thought you bailed.  I didnt see if you posted roll.  I guess I should of.  I retract the pussy blast.  A pussy wouldn't come back.  A pussy would dick tuck without a word.  My apologies.

I'm glad you are here now.  You're a wise man.  I'm here to support you every step of the way.  I was the biggest pussy/cry baby bitch ktc has ever seen.  But I think I can help you now, when you need it.  Hit me up anytime.  I'm on call year round.  Even on Christmas!
All good dude...Like I said, I'm 5 years sober off drugs and booze, so I take this shit seriously. Nic is another substance, and it's my time to quit. I feel it just like I felt with the booze and drugs...it's time to quit after 22 years or so of chewing.

Sometimes in order to help people though, we need to humble ourselves. Just because someone is quit now doesn't mean they're quit forever...one can always go back out (hopefully not though) but that doesn't mean that person is a pussy. There is a sickness with addiction that is way beyond comprehension sometimes...even for addicts. We have everything to gain from not using, yet the urge or pull to use says FUCK IT. It's insanity...sickness...not pussy. Quitting nic is a one day at a time thing just like any other substance. You start future fucking or living in the past, you're in the wrong place.

SO...I'm taking this on exactly how I take on my daily sobriety from booze and drugs. I posted roll today and I'm off nic for day 2. That's all I've got. Tomorrow isn't here and I stayed off nic yesterday...so it continues. I'm glad I found you guys and appreciate the support that is found here...

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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #22 on: February 25, 2013, 09:17:00 AM »
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So...I've been chewing for about 20 plus years now.  When I say that, it's hard to believe it's been that long!  Really?  20 plus years? 

Anyway, it's really starting to freak me out how dependent I am on chew.  Not only that, but the thought of getting cancer or having part of my jaw removed really scares the piss out of me.  Mint Skoal.  I go through about a tin every 2-3 days and when I'm at work or in public, I use Nicorette.  Oh yeah, been addicted to Nicorette for about 5 years.  That started when I was actually trying to quit chewing, but I only lasted about a week off chew.

I actually need to quit both the chew and the Nicorette, so this is going to be some serious stuff.  Right now, I'm chewing telling myself this will be the last tin...that's it...done.  I'm going to flush the rest of it. 

Anyway, I get canker sores fairly regularly because I drink a lot of fresh vegetable and fruit juice.  Obviously though, it could be from chewing and Nicorette as well...I'm sure that doesn't help!  I go to the dentist regularly and he says that everything is healthy and looks good, so that keeps me thinking "I'm good...he would notice something is messed up".  I think I'm lying to myself.  There's something inside me that tells me that it's time to put this habbit to bed.  I've been sober for almost 5 years and I know how quitting a substance goes.  If I quit this, I've pretty much quit everything which scares me.  I've always done something that's bad for me.

So here I am...posting this...introducing myself.  I need all the support I can get.  Would love to hear from people...anyone...especially the guys out there who chewed for as long as I have and gave it up.

OK, this is happening.  I bought some regular gum and that's all I've got after I flush this (Nicorette is gone too).

Thanks for reading and I'm so glad there is a support system out there!
I chewed for 15 years, am 266 days quit and feel better than I ever have. I went through 2 cans of Kodiak A DAY!!!! There are bad ass quitters here who chewed for 40 years.

You're very wise to quit and even wiser to join this community. We will support you to no end.. but we will also kick you in the ass and offer up tough love as well.

For now read every single word in the WELCOME CENTER. It will explain role and how to post it. It is the backbone of this site.

Keep adding to your intro as a quit journal. You want to rage, cry, bitch, complain, celebrate, talk about ANYTHING...come here and you will get support.

Welcome to the site. Put your helmet on and tighten up the chin strap, its a bumpy ride, especially in the beginning, but worth every second of suck.

Time to put that crap down bro. Time to come out of the shadows and take your freedom back, take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up.

Never again for any reason.
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Nothing like putting your word down that you KNOW you can do this. Complete fucking confidence that you can conquer anything. That no one and nothing can stop you. Steel balls and iron spine. Make it happen.

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Welcome bf, 30 plus year can a day habit here, day 94 nic free and almost 7 years sober, there is a sobriety page here as well here: Alcohol quit group Get your feet underneath you here first than stop by there as well. You can do this, the first couple of days/weeks will be tough, stay strong for today and then do it again tomorrow.
The guy talked his talk and never posted roll or had anymore to say to the site. Pretty sad to waste the time of people who cared in a split second about someone they never had met.
His loss. Pussy.
Guys...I appreciate the welcome comments, but the guy calling me a pussy? And the guy getting on me for "talking my talk and wasting peoples time"? I posted roll dude. Still figuring out how this works, so cut me a break. I get it now...I post roll every morning in my June 2013 group. It's day one and I'm still nic free. I take this seriously and am not trying to "waste your time". Been sober for 5 years, so I understand how serious recovery is. Cool??
It'll be cool fender, Diesel is a great guy and speaks his mind. If you hadn't posted roll you would deserve that comment, but you did and I bet he will retract his statement when he knows the truth. You got it, post roll first thing in the morning, give your word and we will give you ours. It was great talking with you in chat today, give a holler if you need anything.
Glad your here bfender. I checked and didn't see you had posted roll hence the comment I made. Nothing personal brother, a person gets vested in here and everybody's quit is important to everybody else. Again glad your here, you'll be amazed with the amount of support you'll find on KTC.
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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #21 on: February 25, 2013, 07:44:00 AM »
Good work Freddie, glad to have you.

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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #20 on: February 25, 2013, 01:57:00 AM »
I thought you disappeared like a fart in the wind...hence I called you a pussy. I thought you bailed. I didnt see if you posted roll. I guess I should of. I retract the pussy blast. A pussy wouldn't come back. A pussy would dick tuck without a word. My apologies.

I'm glad you are here now. You're a wise man. I'm here to support you every step of the way. I was the biggest pussy/cry baby bitch ktc has ever seen. But I think I can help you now, when you need it. Hit me up anytime. I'm on call year round. Even on Christmas!
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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #19 on: February 25, 2013, 01:03:00 AM »
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Fender, you're a pussy!!

I still consider myself a newbie after 42 days, so I'm getting good at how to read this shit. There are a bunch of brilliant vets that will hand you your ass bit by bit with an ice cream scoop, but I swear to God they do it out of love. I have learned that a pissed off quitter is a successful quitter. That might not be the quote hanging on KTC's front door, but think about it this way...

If somebody pisses you off and says you can't do something, doesn't that make you want to prove them wrong? That's why Diesel called you a pussy. :)
yes he called him a pussy but then after i told him he in fact posted roll he retracted it. read down a little low dlee. lol its all good. you do have a good point there.
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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #18 on: February 25, 2013, 12:59:00 AM »
Fender, you're a pussy!!

I still consider myself a newbie after 42 days, so I'm getting good at how to read this shit. There are a bunch of brilliant vets that will hand you your ass bit by bit with an ice cream scoop, but I swear to God they do it out of love. I have learned that a pissed off quitter is a successful quitter. That might not be the quote hanging on KTC's front door, but think about it this way...

If somebody pisses you off and says you can't do something, doesn't that make you want to prove them wrong? That's why Diesel called you a pussy. :)

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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #17 on: February 25, 2013, 12:56:00 AM »
Quote from: bfender74
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So...I've been chewing for about 20 plus years now.  When I say that, it's hard to believe it's been that long!  Really?  20 plus years? 

Anyway, it's really starting to freak me out how dependent I am on chew.  Not only that, but the thought of getting cancer or having part of my jaw removed really scares the piss out of me.  Mint Skoal.  I go through about a tin every 2-3 days and when I'm at work or in public, I use Nicorette.  Oh yeah, been addicted to Nicorette for about 5 years.  That started when I was actually trying to quit chewing, but I only lasted about a week off chew.

I actually need to quit both the chew and the Nicorette, so this is going to be some serious stuff.  Right now, I'm chewing telling myself this will be the last tin...that's it...done.  I'm going to flush the rest of it. 

Anyway, I get canker sores fairly regularly because I drink a lot of fresh vegetable and fruit juice.  Obviously though, it could be from chewing and Nicorette as well...I'm sure that doesn't help!  I go to the dentist regularly and he says that everything is healthy and looks good, so that keeps me thinking "I'm good...he would notice something is messed up".  I think I'm lying to myself.  There's something inside me that tells me that it's time to put this habbit to bed.  I've been sober for almost 5 years and I know how quitting a substance goes.  If I quit this, I've pretty much quit everything which scares me.  I've always done something that's bad for me.

So here I am...posting this...introducing myself.  I need all the support I can get.  Would love to hear from people...anyone...especially the guys out there who chewed for as long as I have and gave it up.

OK, this is happening.  I bought some regular gum and that's all I've got after I flush this (Nicorette is gone too).

Thanks for reading and I'm so glad there is a support system out there!
I chewed for 15 years, am 266 days quit and feel better than I ever have. I went through 2 cans of Kodiak A DAY!!!! There are bad ass quitters here who chewed for 40 years.

You're very wise to quit and even wiser to join this community. We will support you to no end.. but we will also kick you in the ass and offer up tough love as well.

For now read every single word in the WELCOME CENTER. It will explain role and how to post it. It is the backbone of this site.

Keep adding to your intro as a quit journal. You want to rage, cry, bitch, complain, celebrate, talk about ANYTHING...come here and you will get support.

Welcome to the site. Put your helmet on and tighten up the chin strap, its a bumpy ride, especially in the beginning, but worth every second of suck.

Time to put that crap down bro. Time to come out of the shadows and take your freedom back, take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up.

Never again for any reason.
BF POST ROLL
Nothing like putting your word down that you KNOW you can do this. Complete fucking confidence that you can conquer anything. That no one and nothing can stop you. Steel balls and iron spine. Make it happen.

June 2013
Welcome bf, 30 plus year can a day habit here, day 94 nic free and almost 7 years sober, there is a sobriety page here as well here: Alcohol quit group Get your feet underneath you here first than stop by there as well. You can do this, the first couple of days/weeks will be tough, stay strong for today and then do it again tomorrow.
The guy talked his talk and never posted roll or had anymore to say to the site. Pretty sad to waste the time of people who cared in a split second about someone they never had met.
His loss. Pussy.
Guys...I appreciate the welcome comments, but the guy calling me a pussy? And the guy getting on me for "talking my talk and wasting peoples time"? I posted roll dude. Still figuring out how this works, so cut me a break. I get it now...I post roll every morning in my June 2013 group. It's day one and I'm still nic free. I take this seriously and am not trying to "waste your time". Been sober for 5 years, so I understand how serious recovery is. Cool??
It'll be cool fender, Diesel is a great guy and speaks his mind. If you hadn't posted roll you would deserve that comment, but you did and I bet he will retract his statement when he knows the truth. You got it, post roll first thing in the morning, give your word and we will give you ours. It was great talking with you in chat today, give a holler if you need anything.

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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #16 on: February 25, 2013, 12:51:00 AM »
Quote from: bfender74
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: tazbutane
Quote from: Souliman
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: bfender74
So...I've been chewing for about 20 plus years now.  When I say that, it's hard to believe it's been that long!  Really?  20 plus years? 

Anyway, it's really starting to freak me out how dependent I am on chew.  Not only that, but the thought of getting cancer or having part of my jaw removed really scares the piss out of me.  Mint Skoal.  I go through about a tin every 2-3 days and when I'm at work or in public, I use Nicorette.  Oh yeah, been addicted to Nicorette for about 5 years.  That started when I was actually trying to quit chewing, but I only lasted about a week off chew.

I actually need to quit both the chew and the Nicorette, so this is going to be some serious stuff.  Right now, I'm chewing telling myself this will be the last tin...that's it...done.  I'm going to flush the rest of it. 

Anyway, I get canker sores fairly regularly because I drink a lot of fresh vegetable and fruit juice.  Obviously though, it could be from chewing and Nicorette as well...I'm sure that doesn't help!  I go to the dentist regularly and he says that everything is healthy and looks good, so that keeps me thinking "I'm good...he would notice something is messed up".  I think I'm lying to myself.  There's something inside me that tells me that it's time to put this habbit to bed.  I've been sober for almost 5 years and I know how quitting a substance goes.  If I quit this, I've pretty much quit everything which scares me.  I've always done something that's bad for me.

So here I am...posting this...introducing myself.  I need all the support I can get.  Would love to hear from people...anyone...especially the guys out there who chewed for as long as I have and gave it up.

OK, this is happening.  I bought some regular gum and that's all I've got after I flush this (Nicorette is gone too).

Thanks for reading and I'm so glad there is a support system out there!
I chewed for 15 years, am 266 days quit and feel better than I ever have. I went through 2 cans of Kodiak A DAY!!!! There are bad ass quitters here who chewed for 40 years.

You're very wise to quit and even wiser to join this community. We will support you to no end.. but we will also kick you in the ass and offer up tough love as well.

For now read every single word in the WELCOME CENTER. It will explain role and how to post it. It is the backbone of this site.

Keep adding to your intro as a quit journal. You want to rage, cry, bitch, complain, celebrate, talk about ANYTHING...come here and you will get support.

Welcome to the site. Put your helmet on and tighten up the chin strap, its a bumpy ride, especially in the beginning, but worth every second of suck.

Time to put that crap down bro. Time to come out of the shadows and take your freedom back, take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up.

Never again for any reason.
BF POST ROLL
Nothing like putting your word down that you KNOW you can do this. Complete fucking confidence that you can conquer anything. That no one and nothing can stop you. Steel balls and iron spine. Make it happen.

June 2013
Welcome bf, 30 plus year can a day habit here, day 94 nic free and almost 7 years sober, there is a sobriety page here as well here: Alcohol quit group Get your feet underneath you here first than stop by there as well. You can do this, the first couple of days/weeks will be tough, stay strong for today and then do it again tomorrow.
The guy talked his talk and never posted roll or had anymore to say to the site. Pretty sad to waste the time of people who cared in a split second about someone they never had met.
His loss. Pussy.
Guys...I appreciate the welcome comments, but the guy calling me a pussy? And the guy getting on me for "talking my talk and wasting peoples time"? I posted roll dude. Still figuring out how this works, so cut me a break. I get it now...I post roll every morning in my June 2013 group. It's day one and I'm still nic free. I take this seriously and am not trying to "waste your time". Been sober for 5 years, so I understand how serious recovery is. Cool??
no worries my friend. its all good. its meant to be harsh love. just keep posting and quiting pm me if you need anything.
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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #15 on: February 25, 2013, 12:42:00 AM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: tazbutane
Quote from: Souliman
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: bfender74
So...I've been chewing for about 20 plus years now.  When I say that, it's hard to believe it's been that long!  Really?  20 plus years? 

Anyway, it's really starting to freak me out how dependent I am on chew.  Not only that, but the thought of getting cancer or having part of my jaw removed really scares the piss out of me.  Mint Skoal.  I go through about a tin every 2-3 days and when I'm at work or in public, I use Nicorette.  Oh yeah, been addicted to Nicorette for about 5 years.  That started when I was actually trying to quit chewing, but I only lasted about a week off chew.

I actually need to quit both the chew and the Nicorette, so this is going to be some serious stuff.  Right now, I'm chewing telling myself this will be the last tin...that's it...done.  I'm going to flush the rest of it. 

Anyway, I get canker sores fairly regularly because I drink a lot of fresh vegetable and fruit juice.  Obviously though, it could be from chewing and Nicorette as well...I'm sure that doesn't help!  I go to the dentist regularly and he says that everything is healthy and looks good, so that keeps me thinking "I'm good...he would notice something is messed up".  I think I'm lying to myself.  There's something inside me that tells me that it's time to put this habbit to bed.  I've been sober for almost 5 years and I know how quitting a substance goes.  If I quit this, I've pretty much quit everything which scares me.  I've always done something that's bad for me.

So here I am...posting this...introducing myself.  I need all the support I can get.  Would love to hear from people...anyone...especially the guys out there who chewed for as long as I have and gave it up.

OK, this is happening.  I bought some regular gum and that's all I've got after I flush this (Nicorette is gone too).

Thanks for reading and I'm so glad there is a support system out there!
I chewed for 15 years, am 266 days quit and feel better than I ever have. I went through 2 cans of Kodiak A DAY!!!! There are bad ass quitters here who chewed for 40 years.

You're very wise to quit and even wiser to join this community. We will support you to no end.. but we will also kick you in the ass and offer up tough love as well.

For now read every single word in the WELCOME CENTER. It will explain role and how to post it. It is the backbone of this site.

Keep adding to your intro as a quit journal. You want to rage, cry, bitch, complain, celebrate, talk about ANYTHING...come here and you will get support.

Welcome to the site. Put your helmet on and tighten up the chin strap, its a bumpy ride, especially in the beginning, but worth every second of suck.

Time to put that crap down bro. Time to come out of the shadows and take your freedom back, take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up.

Never again for any reason.
BF POST ROLL
Nothing like putting your word down that you KNOW you can do this. Complete fucking confidence that you can conquer anything. That no one and nothing can stop you. Steel balls and iron spine. Make it happen.

June 2013
Welcome bf, 30 plus year can a day habit here, day 94 nic free and almost 7 years sober, there is a sobriety page here as well here: Alcohol quit group Get your feet underneath you here first than stop by there as well. You can do this, the first couple of days/weeks will be tough, stay strong for today and then do it again tomorrow.
The guy talked his talk and never posted roll or had anymore to say to the site. Pretty sad to waste the time of people who cared in a split second about someone they never had met.
His loss. Pussy.
Guys...I appreciate the welcome comments, but the guy calling me a pussy? And the guy getting on me for "talking my talk and wasting peoples time"? I posted roll dude. Still figuring out how this works, so cut me a break. I get it now...I post roll every morning in my June 2013 group. It's day one and I'm still nic free. I take this seriously and am not trying to "waste your time". Been sober for 5 years, so I understand how serious recovery is. Cool??

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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #14 on: February 25, 2013, 12:33:00 AM »
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Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: bfender74
So...I've been chewing for about 20 plus years now.  When I say that, it's hard to believe it's been that long!  Really?  20 plus years? 

Anyway, it's really starting to freak me out how dependent I am on chew.  Not only that, but the thought of getting cancer or having part of my jaw removed really scares the piss out of me.  Mint Skoal.  I go through about a tin every 2-3 days and when I'm at work or in public, I use Nicorette.  Oh yeah, been addicted to Nicorette for about 5 years.  That started when I was actually trying to quit chewing, but I only lasted about a week off chew.

I actually need to quit both the chew and the Nicorette, so this is going to be some serious stuff.  Right now, I'm chewing telling myself this will be the last tin...that's it...done.  I'm going to flush the rest of it. 

Anyway, I get canker sores fairly regularly because I drink a lot of fresh vegetable and fruit juice.  Obviously though, it could be from chewing and Nicorette as well...I'm sure that doesn't help!  I go to the dentist regularly and he says that everything is healthy and looks good, so that keeps me thinking "I'm good...he would notice something is messed up".  I think I'm lying to myself.  There's something inside me that tells me that it's time to put this habbit to bed.  I've been sober for almost 5 years and I know how quitting a substance goes.  If I quit this, I've pretty much quit everything which scares me.  I've always done something that's bad for me.

So here I am...posting this...introducing myself.  I need all the support I can get.  Would love to hear from people...anyone...especially the guys out there who chewed for as long as I have and gave it up.

OK, this is happening.  I bought some regular gum and that's all I've got after I flush this (Nicorette is gone too).

Thanks for reading and I'm so glad there is a support system out there!
I chewed for 15 years, am 266 days quit and feel better than I ever have. I went through 2 cans of Kodiak A DAY!!!! There are bad ass quitters here who chewed for 40 years.

You're very wise to quit and even wiser to join this community. We will support you to no end.. but we will also kick you in the ass and offer up tough love as well.

For now read every single word in the WELCOME CENTER. It will explain role and how to post it. It is the backbone of this site.

Keep adding to your intro as a quit journal. You want to rage, cry, bitch, complain, celebrate, talk about ANYTHING...come here and you will get support.

Welcome to the site. Put your helmet on and tighten up the chin strap, its a bumpy ride, especially in the beginning, but worth every second of suck.

Time to put that crap down bro. Time to come out of the shadows and take your freedom back, take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up.

Never again for any reason.
BF POST ROLL
Nothing like putting your word down that you KNOW you can do this. Complete fucking confidence that you can conquer anything. That no one and nothing can stop you. Steel balls and iron spine. Make it happen.

June 2013
Welcome bf, 30 plus year can a day habit here, day 94 nic free and almost 7 years sober, there is a sobriety page here as well here: Alcohol quit group Get your feet underneath you here first than stop by there as well. You can do this, the first couple of days/weeks will be tough, stay strong for today and then do it again tomorrow.
The guy talked his talk and never posted roll or had anymore to say to the site. Pretty sad to waste the time of people who cared in a split second about someone they never had met.
His loss. Pussy.
he posted roll it was a little messed up so i fixed it. we talked in chat for a bit. he will be back in the am. sometime
His gain. Great job wrangling him in Cdans!!!
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
8th floor 08/12/14
9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
21st floor 03/11/18

"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #13 on: February 25, 2013, 12:22:00 AM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: tazbutane
Quote from: Souliman
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: bfender74
So...I've been chewing for about 20 plus years now.  When I say that, it's hard to believe it's been that long!  Really?  20 plus years? 

Anyway, it's really starting to freak me out how dependent I am on chew.  Not only that, but the thought of getting cancer or having part of my jaw removed really scares the piss out of me.  Mint Skoal.  I go through about a tin every 2-3 days and when I'm at work or in public, I use Nicorette.  Oh yeah, been addicted to Nicorette for about 5 years.  That started when I was actually trying to quit chewing, but I only lasted about a week off chew.

I actually need to quit both the chew and the Nicorette, so this is going to be some serious stuff.  Right now, I'm chewing telling myself this will be the last tin...that's it...done.  I'm going to flush the rest of it. 

Anyway, I get canker sores fairly regularly because I drink a lot of fresh vegetable and fruit juice.  Obviously though, it could be from chewing and Nicorette as well...I'm sure that doesn't help!  I go to the dentist regularly and he says that everything is healthy and looks good, so that keeps me thinking "I'm good...he would notice something is messed up".  I think I'm lying to myself.  There's something inside me that tells me that it's time to put this habbit to bed.  I've been sober for almost 5 years and I know how quitting a substance goes.  If I quit this, I've pretty much quit everything which scares me.  I've always done something that's bad for me.

So here I am...posting this...introducing myself.  I need all the support I can get.  Would love to hear from people...anyone...especially the guys out there who chewed for as long as I have and gave it up.

OK, this is happening.  I bought some regular gum and that's all I've got after I flush this (Nicorette is gone too).

Thanks for reading and I'm so glad there is a support system out there!
I chewed for 15 years, am 266 days quit and feel better than I ever have. I went through 2 cans of Kodiak A DAY!!!! There are bad ass quitters here who chewed for 40 years.

You're very wise to quit and even wiser to join this community. We will support you to no end.. but we will also kick you in the ass and offer up tough love as well.

For now read every single word in the WELCOME CENTER. It will explain role and how to post it. It is the backbone of this site.

Keep adding to your intro as a quit journal. You want to rage, cry, bitch, complain, celebrate, talk about ANYTHING...come here and you will get support.

Welcome to the site. Put your helmet on and tighten up the chin strap, its a bumpy ride, especially in the beginning, but worth every second of suck.

Time to put that crap down bro. Time to come out of the shadows and take your freedom back, take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up.

Never again for any reason.
BF POST ROLL
Nothing like putting your word down that you KNOW you can do this. Complete fucking confidence that you can conquer anything. That no one and nothing can stop you. Steel balls and iron spine. Make it happen.

June 2013
Welcome bf, 30 plus year can a day habit here, day 94 nic free and almost 7 years sober, there is a sobriety page here as well here: Alcohol quit group Get your feet underneath you here first than stop by there as well. You can do this, the first couple of days/weeks will be tough, stay strong for today and then do it again tomorrow.
The guy talked his talk and never posted roll or had anymore to say to the site. Pretty sad to waste the time of people who cared in a split second about someone they never had met.
His loss. Pussy.
he posted roll it was a little messed up so i fixed it. we talked in chat for a bit. he will be back in the am. sometime
Quit date 11-20-12
Never again for any reason. I quit for today. Today I live.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7796
http://www.killthecan.org/facts/contract.asp

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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #12 on: February 24, 2013, 11:59:00 PM »
Quote from: jaynellie
Quote from: tazbutane
Quote from: Souliman
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: bfender74
So...I've been chewing for about 20 plus years now.  When I say that, it's hard to believe it's been that long!  Really?  20 plus years? 

Anyway, it's really starting to freak me out how dependent I am on chew.  Not only that, but the thought of getting cancer or having part of my jaw removed really scares the piss out of me.  Mint Skoal.  I go through about a tin every 2-3 days and when I'm at work or in public, I use Nicorette.  Oh yeah, been addicted to Nicorette for about 5 years.  That started when I was actually trying to quit chewing, but I only lasted about a week off chew.

I actually need to quit both the chew and the Nicorette, so this is going to be some serious stuff.  Right now, I'm chewing telling myself this will be the last tin...that's it...done.  I'm going to flush the rest of it. 

Anyway, I get canker sores fairly regularly because I drink a lot of fresh vegetable and fruit juice.  Obviously though, it could be from chewing and Nicorette as well...I'm sure that doesn't help!  I go to the dentist regularly and he says that everything is healthy and looks good, so that keeps me thinking "I'm good...he would notice something is messed up".  I think I'm lying to myself.  There's something inside me that tells me that it's time to put this habbit to bed.  I've been sober for almost 5 years and I know how quitting a substance goes.  If I quit this, I've pretty much quit everything which scares me.  I've always done something that's bad for me.

So here I am...posting this...introducing myself.  I need all the support I can get.  Would love to hear from people...anyone...especially the guys out there who chewed for as long as I have and gave it up.

OK, this is happening.  I bought some regular gum and that's all I've got after I flush this (Nicorette is gone too).

Thanks for reading and I'm so glad there is a support system out there!
I chewed for 15 years, am 266 days quit and feel better than I ever have. I went through 2 cans of Kodiak A DAY!!!! There are bad ass quitters here who chewed for 40 years.

You're very wise to quit and even wiser to join this community. We will support you to no end.. but we will also kick you in the ass and offer up tough love as well.

For now read every single word in the WELCOME CENTER. It will explain role and how to post it. It is the backbone of this site.

Keep adding to your intro as a quit journal. You want to rage, cry, bitch, complain, celebrate, talk about ANYTHING...come here and you will get support.

Welcome to the site. Put your helmet on and tighten up the chin strap, its a bumpy ride, especially in the beginning, but worth every second of suck.

Time to put that crap down bro. Time to come out of the shadows and take your freedom back, take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up.

Never again for any reason.
BF POST ROLL
Nothing like putting your word down that you KNOW you can do this. Complete fucking confidence that you can conquer anything. That no one and nothing can stop you. Steel balls and iron spine. Make it happen.

June 2013
Welcome bf, 30 plus year can a day habit here, day 94 nic free and almost 7 years sober, there is a sobriety page here as well here: Alcohol quit group Get your feet underneath you here first than stop by there as well. You can do this, the first couple of days/weeks will be tough, stay strong for today and then do it again tomorrow.
The guy talked his talk and never posted roll or had anymore to say to the site. Pretty sad to waste the time of people who cared in a split second about someone they never had met.
His loss. Pussy.
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
8th floor 08/12/14
9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
21st floor 03/11/18

"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Holy SH%#, I'm doing this
« Reply #11 on: February 24, 2013, 11:55:00 PM »
Quote from: tazbutane
Quote from: Souliman
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: bfender74
So...I've been chewing for about 20 plus years now.  When I say that, it's hard to believe it's been that long!  Really?  20 plus years? 

Anyway, it's really starting to freak me out how dependent I am on chew.  Not only that, but the thought of getting cancer or having part of my jaw removed really scares the piss out of me.  Mint Skoal.  I go through about a tin every 2-3 days and when I'm at work or in public, I use Nicorette.  Oh yeah, been addicted to Nicorette for about 5 years.  That started when I was actually trying to quit chewing, but I only lasted about a week off chew.

I actually need to quit both the chew and the Nicorette, so this is going to be some serious stuff.  Right now, I'm chewing telling myself this will be the last tin...that's it...done.  I'm going to flush the rest of it. 

Anyway, I get canker sores fairly regularly because I drink a lot of fresh vegetable and fruit juice.  Obviously though, it could be from chewing and Nicorette as well...I'm sure that doesn't help!  I go to the dentist regularly and he says that everything is healthy and looks good, so that keeps me thinking "I'm good...he would notice something is messed up".  I think I'm lying to myself.  There's something inside me that tells me that it's time to put this habbit to bed.  I've been sober for almost 5 years and I know how quitting a substance goes.  If I quit this, I've pretty much quit everything which scares me.  I've always done something that's bad for me.

So here I am...posting this...introducing myself.  I need all the support I can get.  Would love to hear from people...anyone...especially the guys out there who chewed for as long as I have and gave it up.

OK, this is happening.  I bought some regular gum and that's all I've got after I flush this (Nicorette is gone too).

Thanks for reading and I'm so glad there is a support system out there!
I chewed for 15 years, am 266 days quit and feel better than I ever have. I went through 2 cans of Kodiak A DAY!!!! There are bad ass quitters here who chewed for 40 years.

You're very wise to quit and even wiser to join this community. We will support you to no end.. but we will also kick you in the ass and offer up tough love as well.

For now read every single word in the WELCOME CENTER. It will explain role and how to post it. It is the backbone of this site.

Keep adding to your intro as a quit journal. You want to rage, cry, bitch, complain, celebrate, talk about ANYTHING...come here and you will get support.

Welcome to the site. Put your helmet on and tighten up the chin strap, its a bumpy ride, especially in the beginning, but worth every second of suck.

Time to put that crap down bro. Time to come out of the shadows and take your freedom back, take your life back. Time to grow the fuck up.

Never again for any reason.
BF POST ROLL
Nothing like putting your word down that you KNOW you can do this. Complete fucking confidence that you can conquer anything. That no one and nothing can stop you. Steel balls and iron spine. Make it happen.

June 2013
Welcome bf, 30 plus year can a day habit here, day 94 nic free and almost 7 years sober, there is a sobriety page here as well here: Alcohol quit group Get your feet underneath you here first than stop by there as well. You can do this, the first couple of days/weeks will be tough, stay strong for today and then do it again tomorrow.
The guy talked his talk and never posted roll or had anymore to say to the site. Pretty sad to waste the time of people who cared in a split second about someone they never had met.
"You never have to remember what you said, if you always tell the truth"

"Post roll everyday and your chances of staying quit goes up 100%" --mememe