Hi all,
I'm Todd. This is the latest in a series of unsuccessful attempts at being free of nicotine. Smoking, chewing, doesn't matter. I started both at eighteen and turned 40 two months ago, today. That's too long to be messing with this crap.
I'm pretty good at lying, hiding and denying. I've done it for years to those I love the most. I'm tired. And, I'm sure they're tired of too. It's not like I'm actually fooling anyone. It's downright embarrassing.
I'm in the middle of day four and feeling pretty good. SUNFLOWER SEEDS!! I'm here because I can usually make it through day four. In most cases, can make it a couple of weeks on my quits. It's the long-term that I struggle with. I've always heard the worst moments come in threes. Day three, week three and month three. Month three is my killer. I'm the master at letting my guard down. I've got a pretty good case of the I'll-just-have-one's, too. But no more... I'm done!
Glad I found the forum and am looking forward to my tobacco free life. It's time.