Quitting after the 24th

[Knockout]

Thomas, what are you still doing here? Want to quit with us? Then shut up and post roll. Don't want to? Then go try your own way. Nobody is going to beg you to stay here. Posting a "goodbye" speech is like taunting us with a loss to nicotine, that is why you have been greeted with such hostility. Post roll or leave, plain and simple.

[Thomas79]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

Sigh...

You can do both you know. You never bought into this program to start with did ya?

I questioned making nicotine the first thing on my mind when I woke up in the morning, yes. These last 4 days clean; since falling off, have put me in so much a better mind set without doing it.

Extaggie Why does not posting here preclude me being serious? Are the millions who quit without this site not serious?

GDubya I am sure it does for many.

bigton Yes, you guys did check on me....that wasn't the problem. I did have a watchful eye here-and that's what I need; however, I don't wish to be consumed with the idea of the addiction, anymore than I was consumed by the addiction itself. In sight-out of mind. Ironically, you mock something that is fundamentally the same as what you're doing here. Furthermore, I now have to face accountability in person.

You say you don't want to be faced with the addiction every morning or "consumed with the idea of the addiction"...... Tucking the thought of being addicted in the back of your mind without facing it head on is in fact the way an addict would handle it. What happens when you do think about it and you aren't prepared? The purpose of this site is not to think on the addiction first thing and torture ourselves because we cannot use. You use this site as a tool to take the option to use nictoine off the table so you don't have to think about it the rest of the day. You got it all wrong. You just slapped all your Sultan brother's in the face and shit in our house.....What you need before accountability is to realize you are an addict that has an addiction. You must think about that every day. The moment you forget you are an addict is the moment you start slipping.

Excellent response my friend........one that cannot make me do anything but consider these words. It was certainly not my attention to slap anyone in the face here.....

"Tucking the thought of being addicted in the back of your mind without facing it head on is in fact the way an addict would handle it."

Such an impenetrable axiom. I have no choice but to lay prostrate before such destruction of my logic. I concede.......I must retire now, defeated......

[UH60Chief107]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

Sigh...

You can do both you know. You never bought into this program to start with did ya?

I questioned making nicotine the first thing on my mind when I woke up in the morning, yes. These last 4 days clean; since falling off, have put me in so much a better mind set without doing it.

Extaggie Why does not posting here preclude me being serious? Are the millions who quit without this site not serious?

GDubya I am sure it does for many.

bigton Yes, you guys did check on me....that wasn't the problem. I did have a watchful eye here-and that's what I need; however, I don't wish to be consumed with the idea of the addiction, anymore than I was consumed by the addiction itself. In sight-out of mind. Ironically, you mock something that is fundamentally the same as what you're doing here. Furthermore, I now have to face accountability in person.

You say you don't want to be faced with the addiction every morning or "consumed with the idea of the addiction"...... Tucking the thought of being addicted in the back of your mind without facing it head on is in fact the way an addict would handle it. What happens when you do think about it and you aren't prepared? The purpose of this site is not to think on the addiction first thing and torture ourselves because we cannot use. You use this site as a tool to take the option to use nictoine off the table so you don't have to think about it the rest of the day. You got it all wrong. You just slapped all your Sultan brother's in the face and shit in our house.....What you need before accountability is to realize you are an addict that has an addiction. You must think about that every day. The moment you forget you are an addict is the moment you start slipping.

[Thomas79]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

Sigh...

You can do both you know. You never bought into this program to start with did ya?

I questioned making nicotine the first thing on my mind when I woke up in the morning, yes. These last 4 days clean; since falling off, have put me in so much a better mind set without doing it.

Extaggie Why does not posting here preclude me being serious? Are the millions who quit without this site not serious?

GDubya I am sure it does for many.

bigton Yes, you guys did check on me....that wasn't the problem. I did have a watchful eye here-and that's what I need; however, I don't wish to be consumed with the idea of the addiction, anymore than I was consumed by the addiction itself. In sight-out of mind. Ironically, you mock something that is fundamentally the same as what you're doing here. Furthermore, I now have to face accountability in person.

[slinger]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

Sigh...

You can do both you know. You never bought into this program to start with did ya?

WTF Thomas? When you get serious, come back in here  QUIT for real........I just hope it's not to late.

I suggest you reconsider...........the more accountability you have the better.

"Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me"? NEWSFLASH you can never leave it behind you because that Nic Bitch will always be right there waiting to dig her claws back in. "I have a watchful eye while I try"? I know for a fact that brothers here (MY QUIT BROTHERS) reached out to you numerous times over the last few days trying to WATCH OVER YOU. As for the word TRY you know as well as everyone else at KTC that word means jack shit. It means I don't have the balls to actually man up, strap my big girl panties and QUIT. It means you are fine with looking in the mirror one day and seeing that giant hole where your face used to be because you were to much of a Pussy to actually pull that shit out of your face and save your own damn life. KTC works but you never gave it a chance because you never actually wanted to QUIT. You wanted to stop momentarily. If your nuts ever drop and you decide its time to QUIT (hopefully it wont be to late for you) then come back to KTC and take the shame of being a retread. Until then have fun in your little work circle jerk.

Planned caveall over this. Brettles, this is what a bitch actually looks like

bye don't let the door hit ur ass on the way out

We'll see you back here when you really want to quit. Until then, piss off.

[Bruce]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

Sigh...

You can do both you know. You never bought into this program to start with did ya?

WTF Thomas? When you get serious, come back in here  QUIT for real........I just hope it's not to late.

I suggest you reconsider...........the more accountability you have the better.

"Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me"? NEWSFLASH you can never leave it behind you because that Nic Bitch will always be right there waiting to dig her claws back in. "I have a watchful eye while I try"? I know for a fact that brothers here (MY QUIT BROTHERS) reached out to you numerous times over the last few days trying to WATCH OVER YOU. As for the word TRY you know as well as everyone else at KTC that word means jack shit. It means I don't have the balls to actually man up, strap my big girl panties and QUIT. It means you are fine with looking in the mirror one day and seeing that giant hole where your face used to be because you were to much of a Pussy to actually pull that shit out of your face and save your own damn life. KTC works but you never gave it a chance because you never actually wanted to QUIT. You wanted to stop momentarily. If your nuts ever drop and you decide its time to QUIT (hopefully it wont be to late for you) then come back to KTC and take the shame of being a retread. Until then have fun in your little work circle jerk.

Planned caveall over this. Brettles, this is what a bitch actually looks like

bye don't let the door hit ur ass on the way out

[bigton16335]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

Sigh...

You can do both you know. You never bought into this program to start with did ya?

WTF Thomas? When you get serious, come back in here  QUIT for real........I just hope it's not to late.

I suggest you reconsider...........the more accountability you have the better.

"Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me"? NEWSFLASH you can never leave it behind you because that Nic Bitch will always be right there waiting to dig her claws back in. "I have a watchful eye while I try"? I know for a fact that brothers here (MY QUIT BROTHERS) reached out to you numerous times over the last few days trying to WATCH OVER YOU. As for the word TRY you know as well as everyone else at KTC that word means jack shit. It means I don't have the balls to actually man up, strap my big girl panties and QUIT. It means you are fine with looking in the mirror one day and seeing that giant hole where your face used to be because you were to much of a Pussy to actually pull that shit out of your face and save your own damn life. KTC works but you never gave it a chance because you never actually wanted to QUIT. You wanted to stop momentarily. If your nuts ever drop and you decide its time to QUIT (hopefully it wont be to late for you) then come back to KTC and take the shame of being a retread. Until then have fun in your little work circle jerk.

[Gdubya]

KTC works. Simple as that.

[Etxaggie]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

Sigh...

You can do both you know. You never bought into this program to start with did ya?

WTF Thomas? When you get serious, come back in here  QUIT for real........I just hope it's not to late.

I suggest you reconsider...........the more accountability you have the better.

[wastepanel]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

Sigh...

You can do both you know. You never bought into this program to start with did ya?

[J2b]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas

I how you read this to yourself, out loud, and realize how weak it sounds.

[Thomas79]

Greetings all;

I have missed roll for the past few days. Truth is, I did something stupid last Saturday(drank), which led me to fall off the wagon once.....promptly leading my to vomit everywhere too; a well deserved result.

Though I have once again been clean since that night, I have been contemplating whether or not I was going to come back here. I have decided to move away from posting roll. Instead, I have joined a quit circle at my work. The accountability is still in my face all the time, and to be honest with you, the mental aspect has improved drastically. Instead of being reminded of an addiction I want to leave behind me first thing in the morning, I have a watchful eye while I try and get back to normal.

I thank all of you for the support, and I apologize for taking so long to post this.

Stay strong friends,
Thomas