Im tired of not being able to quit this habbit and letting kodiak win.
You have some great advice so far, read below and listen to these two fellow quitters. Your quote above is one of the reasons your having a difficult time quitting. It's something how the poison takes control of our brains and makes us believe that's it's impossible to quit/that we are not able. The truth is,, It's totally up to us. We just have to realize we are or were believing a lie. In order to successfully quit you have to begin getting your mind right. Your addicted to one of the most addictive drugs known to man.
Begin reading all the information on this site. Get to know your enemy like never before. Why are you addicted? Why you have a hard time quitting? What it's going to take to quit?!?! Look up anything you can on nicotine and addiction. Knowledge is power my friend. The poison knows you so I recommend you get to know it.
You can do this one day at a time by posting roll and keeping your word. Never again for any reason and you will take back your life. One day not to far away you will kick yourself right in the booty for ever putting the filthy disgusting poison in you pie hole. Left my phone number in your inbox. Top right. Use it if you need to. Glad to be quit with you.