You can hope in one hand and wish in the other, see which one fills up first. There is no hoping around KTC, just plain old fashioned gut wrenching in your face cold turkey quitting here. So you can either keeping hoping to quit or you can sack up and quit, your choice! Hell you graduated Ranger School man, you can can do this. Set your mind to the task and get it done. If you follow the rules here on KTC its fool proof. Not easy but fool proof. Post roll, keep your word, sleep, wake and repeat! Welcome to the Asylum!