Gentlemen- for the last and final time. I caved on the first day. I caved on Fricking Monday. I called myself out for being a puss, for lying to myself for lying to the sultans for lying to my family. I caved. I don't care if it was for 10minutes, or 10seconds, the shit touched my lips and rather than hide like a bitch, I called myself out to a bunch of people i don't know because I do respect this group. I did so for me, not anyone else, but yes I am here for that support. I was bounced from September to October and to the Titans. I was asked on multiple different threads to own up and answer three important questions. What you are seeing is my attempt to find every f-ing thread this has been brought up on and answer those questions. Now again, I rolled into October. I rolled into the Titans. I have been nicotine free since Monday evening at 11PM est, and will continue to be NICOTINE free going forward. I truly hope this clears fucking things up. I fucked myself and I fucked my September brothers on MONDAY of the first day because I was weak. I will not make the same mistake twice with my October Titans!