Day 1...

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Trauma- posted this in a number of places. It seems like I am plugging up holes everywhere in the dam. Here is what I poseted. Again, posted in Sultans, Titans and 1 or 2 one off conversations, and like i said trying to go them all.

answer to question 1.) what happened? day Day 1 was Monday , I rolled through the day without issue and then justified to myself that I could just have 1... I had a tin that I threw in the garbage,... I could ease myself into the quit,.. Finish the tin. Question 2.) Why? I failed because I again lied. This time instead of just lying to my wife and kids, I lied to myself. Hell I didn't even have the balls to dump the remainder of that tin into the comode after I took out the lipper and felt pathetically sorry for myself. Question 3.) What you're going to do differently to keep it from happening again? This evening after I logged in, I hit my man cave, grabbed the tin, walked into the head and asked the wife to come in for a sec. I told her that indeed I had been dipping again for quite sometime, hell in truth i never quit that I was just damn good at hiding it from her. I dumped the tin into the comode with her and flushed away the last temptation that I have in the house. I am truly sorry for being as weak as I was, letting this class down, letting myself down and I am 100000% ready to be the man my kids look up to. September it is.

So that was the story and responses i made to the September Sultans that I lied to when I said I was quitting on Monday and joined their group. It's 2:50AM est right now, and am wide awake. Not craving, just awake. Actually truth be told, feeling pretty damn good. The morning is going to bring a great day and I am 1 day officially down without the poison.

You may as well said I am weak, no reason is good enough. What I want to know is did you post roll? Because if you did then you lied to this whole community. All we have is your word and if you went back on it on day 1 then you have a lot to prove. Roll is sacred and if you went back on it that is the worst fucking lie in this place.

The tools are here and I suggest you get real damn serious about quitting if you want support here, this is not some joke nor something we take lightly.

You caved already??? Didn't you just quit the other day?? WTF?

[klark]

Trauma- posted this in a number of places. It seems like I am plugging up holes everywhere in the dam. Here is what I poseted. Again, posted in Sultans, Titans and 1 or 2 one off conversations, and like i said trying to go them all.

answer to question 1.) what happened? day Day 1 was Monday , I rolled through the day without issue and then justified to myself that I could just have 1... I had a tin that I threw in the garbage,... I could ease myself into the quit,.. Finish the tin. Question 2.) Why? I failed because I again lied. This time instead of just lying to my wife and kids, I lied to myself. Hell I didn't even have the balls to dump the remainder of that tin into the comode after I took out the lipper and felt pathetically sorry for myself. Question 3.) What you're going to do differently to keep it from happening again? This evening after I logged in, I hit my man cave, grabbed the tin, walked into the head and asked the wife to come in for a sec. I told her that indeed I had been dipping again for quite sometime, hell in truth i never quit that I was just damn good at hiding it from her. I dumped the tin into the comode with her and flushed away the last temptation that I have in the house. I am truly sorry for being as weak as I was, letting this class down, letting myself down and I am 100000% ready to be the man my kids look up to. September it is.

So that was the story and responses i made to the September Sultans that I lied to when I said I was quitting on Monday and joined their group. It's 2:50AM est right now, and am wide awake. Not craving, just awake. Actually truth be told, feeling pretty damn good. The morning is going to bring a great day and I am 1 day officially down without the poison.

You may as well said I am weak, no reason is good enough. What I want to know is did you post roll? Because if you did then you lied to this whole community. All we have is your word and if you went back on it on day 1 then you have a lot to prove. Roll is sacred and if you went back on it that is the worst fucking lie in this place.

The tools are here and I suggest you get real damn serious about quitting if you want support here, this is not some joke nor something we take lightly.

[Thumblewort]

Trauma- posted this in a number of places. It seems like I am plugging up holes everywhere in the dam. Here is what I poseted. Again, posted in Sultans, Titans and 1 or 2 one off conversations, and like i said trying to go them all.

answer to question 1.) what happened? day Day 1 was Monday , I rolled through the day without issue and then justified to myself that I could just have 1... I had a tin that I threw in the garbage,... I could ease myself into the quit,.. Finish the tin. Question 2.) Why? I failed because I again lied. This time instead of just lying to my wife and kids, I lied to myself. Hell I didn't even have the balls to dump the remainder of that tin into the comode after I took out the lipper and felt pathetically sorry for myself. Question 3.) What you're going to do differently to keep it from happening again? This evening after I logged in, I hit my man cave, grabbed the tin, walked into the head and asked the wife to come in for a sec. I told her that indeed I had been dipping again for quite sometime, hell in truth i never quit that I was just damn good at hiding it from her. I dumped the tin into the comode with her and flushed away the last temptation that I have in the house. I am truly sorry for being as weak as I was, letting this class down, letting myself down and I am 100000% ready to be the man my kids look up to. September it is.

So that was the story and responses i made to the September Sultans that I lied to when I said I was quitting on Monday and joined their group. It's 2:50AM est right now, and am wide awake. Not craving, just awake. Actually truth be told, feeling pretty damn good. The morning is going to bring a great day and I am 1 day officially down without the poison.

Do you have people's phone numbers yet? Brother, you have to lean on us before you put that shit in your hole. You did lie yesterday, to your wife, kids, you....and us. Get your head straight, this site isn't a joke, and either is your life.

[oxman]

Trauma- posted this in a number of places. It seems like I am plugging up holes everywhere in the dam. Here is what I poseted. Again, posted in Sultans, Titans and 1 or 2 one off conversations, and like i said trying to go them all.

answer to question 1.) what happened? day Day 1 was Monday , I rolled through the day without issue and then justified to myself that I could just have 1... I had a tin that I threw in the garbage,... I could ease myself into the quit,.. Finish the tin. Question 2.) Why? I failed because I again lied. This time instead of just lying to my wife and kids, I lied to myself. Hell I didn't even have the balls to dump the remainder of that tin into the comode after I took out the lipper and felt pathetically sorry for myself. Question 3.) What you're going to do differently to keep it from happening again? This evening after I logged in, I hit my man cave, grabbed the tin, walked into the head and asked the wife to come in for a sec. I told her that indeed I had been dipping again for quite sometime, hell in truth i never quit that I was just damn good at hiding it from her. I dumped the tin into the comode with her and flushed away the last temptation that I have in the house. I am truly sorry for being as weak as I was, letting this class down, letting myself down and I am 100000% ready to be the man my kids look up to. September it is.

So that was the story and responses i made to the September Sultans that I lied to when I said I was quitting on Monday and joined their group. It's 2:50AM est right now, and am wide awake. Not craving, just awake. Actually truth be told, feeling pretty damn good. The morning is going to bring a great day and I am 1 day officially down without the poison.

[traumagnet]

oxman · Today, 5:29 PM Report Post Forward
Angry as fuck at myself. Went an entire day and pussed out at 11, dug the tin out of trash and had a 10minute fricking dip that I felt shitty about and hated. Today has been a hard day and although I am anxious as hell, feel like shit, have yelled at my boys for stupid shit,....I am all in. Flushing the remainder of the tin. Tooooo fricking tempting.


Dude I can't slide you in good conscience you caved already...wtf we don't quit for the day and chew at night. You got to get your mind right.

Next you rage here on us you leave your family out of it...you poisoned yourself they didn't ever pack your lip for you you did. You need to get it together here you posted roll which means you will not use for 24 hours. You honor your word when you post that is all we have here.

That is a waste of a day. Why the F would you give up at the end of the day like that. Trauma is right... You need to get your head right and immediately. You got to answer the 3 questions.

What happened
Why did it happen
What are you gonna do different

what no answer? I saw you on

[Derk40]

oxman · Today, 5:29 PM Report Post Forward
Angry as fuck at myself. Went an entire day and pussed out at 11, dug the tin out of trash and had a 10minute fricking dip that I felt shitty about and hated. Today has been a hard day and although I am anxious as hell, feel like shit, have yelled at my boys for stupid shit,....I am all in. Flushing the remainder of the tin. Tooooo fricking tempting.


Dude I can't slide you in good conscience you caved already...wtf we don't quit for the day and chew at night. You got to get your mind right.

Next you rage here on us you leave your family out of it...you poisoned yourself they didn't ever pack your lip for you you did. You need to get it together here you posted roll which means you will not use for 24 hours. You honor your word when you post that is all we have here.

That is a waste of a day. Why the F would you give up at the end of the day like that. Trauma is right... You need to get your head right and immediately. You got to answer the 3 questions.

What happened
Why did it happen
What are you gonna do different

[traumagnet]

oxman · Today, 5:29 PM Report Post Forward
Angry as fuck at myself. Went an entire day and pussed out at 11, dug the tin out of trash and had a 10minute fricking dip that I felt shitty about and hated. Today has been a hard day and although I am anxious as hell, feel like shit, have yelled at my boys for stupid shit,....I am all in. Flushing the remainder of the tin. Tooooo fricking tempting.


Dude I can't slide you in good conscience you caved already...wtf we don't quit for the day and chew at night. You got to get your mind right.

Next you rage here on us you leave your family out of it...you poisoned yourself they didn't ever pack your lip for you you did. You need to get it together here you posted roll which means you will not use for 24 hours. You honor your word when you post that is all we have here.

[basshaug]

Foggy is the absolute right word for it.. Wow. Yeah, I had the spot cleats. Used to think they were the coolest things ever and with a wad of beach it in my cheek like the big boys....I was a fricking rockstar. Dumped the tin this evening with my wife, just about fucking cried. Not for the dip, no, because I had to admit to her that I am a pos liar. All in gentleman. Good friend called me out and told me to cowboy up. Thanks CLW.

Way to man up with the wife, share this with her and lean on her for help:


http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/


Shame led you to become a POS liar, let her know that is behind you and you really need her now. Tell everyone (and I mean every last soul you know) that you quit chewing, it helps build accountability. We will be here as well, building it with you. I quit with you today! Reach out via PM if you need my number.

Oxman, glad we got you wrangled up and posted on roll. You've made the best decision of your life. It sounds like you have the right attitude about your quitting. Focus on getting through the rest of today. Read as much as you can on this site. There is so much information here that will help you understand what you need to do to quit.

Do whatever is necessary, but keep that poison or if your pie hole. Drink as much water as you can, it helps with craves and hydration.

You've got my number inapm if you need anything.

I'm with you man!

[Smeds]

Foggy is the absolute right word for it.. Wow. Yeah, I had the spot cleats. Used to think they were the coolest things ever and with a wad of beach it in my cheek like the big boys....I was a fricking rockstar. Dumped the tin this evening with my wife, just about fucking cried. Not for the dip, no, because I had to admit to her that I am a pos liar. All in gentleman. Good friend called me out and told me to cowboy up. Thanks CLW.

Way to man up with the wife, share this with her and lean on her for help:


http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/


Shame led you to become a POS liar, let her know that is behind you and you really need her now. Tell everyone (and I mean every last soul you know) that you quit chewing, it helps build accountability. We will be here as well, building it with you. I quit with you today! Reach out via PM if you need my number.

[oxman]

Foggy is the absolute right word for it.. Wow. Yeah, I had the spot cleats. Used to think they were the coolest things ever and with a wad of beach it in my cheek like the big boys....I was a fricking rockstar. Dumped the tin this evening with my wife, just about fucking cried. Not for the dip, no, because I had to admit to her that I am a pos liar. All in gentleman. Good friend called me out and told me to cowboy up. Thanks CLW.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Moved it for him....


Today is my day and I am thankful as hell my brother in law turned me onto this site. Grizzly was the worst thing to ever fucking happen to me. Kodiak was getting pricey and I was getting tired of shelling out almost 5 bucks a tin a day....I had quit to get life insurance (cold) for 3 months and then I came across the Grizz.....put that damn varsity jacket back on and boy did she fit well... Damnit i truly hate the shit and everything about it. I hate hiding it from my kids, pretending I am hiding it from my wife and that she doesn't know that when I retire down to my man cave I am immediately packing a tin. Hate fucking everything it stands for, because it stands for lies, dishonesty and nothing but a bad future.. Starting at 16 was a long time ago ( hell who am I kiding, I had my first leaf of beach nut in the 4th grade wearing my George Brett cleats and playing baseball) and at 42, I can see my 50's right around the corner and they don't include teeth....I tried to start yesterday and I fell off the horse the very first day damnit. Justified that I couldn't quit cold, 1 a day till the tin is gone,...yeah that's it,....ease into it. So I threw in a lip per last night for all of 10minutes after making a good first day of it. Now today I am anxious, my head hurts, I am angry with my 2 boys and over reacting to stupid shit. Oh and my skin is fucking itchy on my arms..(that's a new one on me.) I am flushing the remainder of said tin, cowboying up and taking the gosh damn panties off. I love my wife, I love my boys and I love myself too damn much to be a slave to this shit. Thanks Joel for the reach out brother....damn....this sucks!

Dude. George Brett was my hero! Did you have the Spot Bilt cleats? I had a pair of those.

Welcome to quit.

[CLW]

Moved it for him....


Today is my day and I am thankful as hell my brother in law turned me onto this site. Grizzly was the worst thing to ever fucking happen to me. Kodiak was getting pricey and I was getting tired of shelling out almost 5 bucks a tin a day....I had quit to get life insurance (cold) for 3 months and then I came across the Grizz.....put that damn varsity jacket back on and boy did she fit well... Damnit i truly hate the shit and everything about it. I hate hiding it from my kids, pretending I am hiding it from my wife and that she doesn't know that when I retire down to my man cave I am immediately packing a tin. Hate fucking everything it stands for, because it stands for lies, dishonesty and nothing but a bad future.. Starting at 16 was a long time ago ( hell who am I kiding, I had my first leaf of beach nut in the 4th grade wearing my George Brett cleats and playing baseball) and at 42, I can see my 50's right around the corner and they don't include teeth....I tried to start yesterday and I fell off the horse the very first day damnit. Justified that I couldn't quit cold, 1 a day till the tin is gone,...yeah that's it,....ease into it. So I threw in a lip per last night for all of 10minutes after making a good first day of it. Now today I am anxious, my head hurts, I am angry with my 2 boys and over reacting to stupid shit. Oh and my skin is fucking itchy on my arms..(that's a new one on me.) I am flushing the remainder of said tin, cowboying up and taking the gosh damn panties off. I love my wife, I love my boys and I love myself too damn much to be a slave to this shit. Thanks Joel for the reach out brother....damn....this sucks!

[basshaug]

Solid support, fellas. Just talked to him on the phone, he's still in. We just need to get him a little more forum savvy.

He is clearly foggy as shit. Just posted an update in daveknights intro. Foggy means quit! Quit on OX.

[CLW]

Solid support, fellas. Just talked to him on the phone, he's still in. We just need to get him a little more forum savvy.

[traumagnet]

Well Ox has one post today and that is this intro around 8am. You still quit OX? Did you cave today already? Quitting isn't for everyone, someone needs to die of cancer I guess or lose some of their face to keep the plastic surgeons in business. If you are still quit, awesome....Post Roll Sir if you are nicotine free. If you caved, then you have a decision to make. Either get on the train or get off but you will find support here if you decide to get on board. It is tough love but quitting is serious business around here.

This place works because we post roll, it is the life blood of KTC and to succeed you will need to post roll. It is your promise to quit for 24 hours. You promise yourself and us for those 24 hours to stay nicotine free and then you repeat. If you have a set hanging then you will be a man of your word and keep your promise to us and yourself.

In your intro you seem to be worried about the next couple months. Lets just worry about today or maybe even the hour. We don't quit for months or years here at KTC, we quit for today. Nobody gives 2 shits about tomorrow, we might be dead.

We will be here when you are ready.

so much promise...one and done