Hello all....
first started chewing at 16, doing kodiak a can a day, stopped momentarily here and there, and really thought i had it licked last September. I stopped for 6 months, but I must say that first month after chewing for 25 years straight was brutal. I was dizzy, in a fog, had terrible nightmares, and it lasted at least a month with constant feelings of dread and panic.
I switched over to red Man when I restarted, thinking it was like candy and wouldn't be as hard to quit as tins. ....WRONG. I actually went a month just borrowing a dip every few days, until I caved and bought a whole bag of Redman. I stopped again after that bag, but that was all it took. Since about January 9th I have not had a dip, and let me tell youI am not going to give in, but the side effects have been brutal....feelings of constant dread again, worried constantly about dying, nasty bouts of tired suddenly popping up in the middle of my day, and a constant upset stomach with gas out both ends, along with dry mouth and constant urination, AND having to go to the bathroom after every meal...the nic is taking me for quite a shitty ride right now, but Im not giving in again.
I havent quite figured out the roll call thing yet, but will be back on this site often, I just really needed to vent about what I am going through, so thanks.