Hello Again

[Evil_Won]

Gone for 15 days - prolly banging stix and stuffing fattys with Paddy. I love when shit cleans itself up.

[Mike from AB]

Seconded, glad to have everybody back on the same team again. Congrats on 100 days too Zak since I never put it in your thread.

[Winter Green]

Good to see everyone on the same team. Now let's all bend over, spread our ass cheeks open and blow obama a kiss !!!!

[RAZD611]

We's all good bro. And yes I mean bro as we are all brothers in arms in our own way. We may not always see eye to eye but what you gotta realize is we are all on the same team.

Never Again!!!

[Evil_Won]

I think this is a step in the right direction. Zak, I hope you are sincere.

I would have added the pink stuff to #1:
1. Sky Divers and every other KTC member that was hurt, offended by, or distracted by my misguided posts, I apologize if I have distracted you from your quit or have gotten in the way of you quitting. Not my intentions at all and if this was and is the case I apologize truly.

2. I'm sure Paddy is still a great person, in person. Hell, he seems like someone I would like to sit and have a beer with the next time I'm in NY, but as far as quitting and being able to believe him...nope. That bridge was nuked. I encourage you all to stay in contact with him, and better yet, go post your support with him over there in addition to pledging your word here every day.

3. Every one is different in personality. Many people have caved only to return here on KTC as complete monsters of quit and continue to lead the way. Maybe it took a fall to get them to build a more solid foundation. I hope that is the case here with WG and even yourself

4. Brotherhood is a two way street. Give some to get some. Being a hater and distracting from the innocents that are here to quit serves them no justice and will only isolate you in the end.

I would have added the pink stuff down here:
Yes this site is very helpful and NO I am not going anywhere. I havent missed a day posting and I dont plan on missing any day soon. My quit means everything to me right now and it always will. I am sorry if I have offended you RAZ and anyone else. Im truly sorry for just being a prick to you to be prick that was not called for. But my views an my opinions are what they are and just know Ill be 100% real and honest with whoever and If I cant say it to you I wont say it at all.

[Pinched]

Okay so after talking to a few people and sitting back and realizing some mistakes there are a few things I would like to say to my Group as well as whoever else would like to read this.

1. Sky Divers I apologize if I have distracted you from your quit or have gotten in the way of you quitting. Not my intentions at all and if this was and is the case I apologize truly.

2. The reason there was so much confrontation with me was because I was backing "He Who Shall Not Be Named" He helped me many nights when I needed him. I was hurt about what happened. Yes I see what the admins did was for the best and it needed to happen....but the one thing I had a problem with was all the bad mouthing of a person who couldnt even defend himself. I dont care what someone has done you dont talk about that person for any reason in a negative way unless they are able to defend themselves. Banning him fine letting us all complain how we dont agree with it fine let it be but dont talk shit about him when he is gone. That was my biggest issue.

3. Wintergreen caving and coming back. Like I have said a million times it feels like different people respond differently to different types of criticism. Myself when I caved I needed to hear everything everyone threw at me. Bringing me down and all. That is how I respond better is by doing that. Some people curl up in a ball and dont respond at all others get pissed and fight back and dig their heals in and nothing ever gets accomplished. I understand why everytime some caves its an entire site full of hate towards that person. and the attitude of "if he cant take it he doesnt want to quit anyways!" well maybe if yall approach people as individuals and not what works best for the majority of the people on here more people would be here sticking around. Im no saying I know everything because I dont. I just know from playing College Sports tha each person responded differently and a successful team the coach and captains knew how to handle each person to get the best out of them. We take the time to get to know each other, about our families and careers ect. maybe if we really got to know the people in our groups we will be able to see and realize that some need a different approach then the tough love.

4. There has been alot of beef with me and alot of people on this site. For many different reasons. One of them being I stated and continually state that there is a Lack of Brotherhood on this site lately. (Brother- an association of people linked by a common interest, religion, or trade) This association is based on the common goal of people quitting Nicotine. Plan and simple that is it. So in that sense yes we are a "Brotherhood" But being in law enforcement he idea of brotherhood means something different and holds a stronger meaning to me. It means you will have my back and I will have yours. If I fuck up I dont expect it easy but I do expect you to stand by me Ill take the beating (since Its the best option for me to get a better response next time) and move forward. But being told to get off the site go post somewhere else over and over again isnt a brotherhood to me,. Makes me want to rebel even more. There was some one that I was texting from this site that talked shit about this site after the "He Who Shall Not Be Named" situation telling me he was gone after he hits 100 days and how there is no brotherhood over and over and over again....and now he is hating me because I still have my beliefs about things instead of conforming.

Yes this site is very helpful and NO I am not going anywhere. I havent missed a day posting and I dont plan on missing any day soon. My quit means everything to me right now and it always will. I am sorry if I have offended you RAZ Im truly sorry for just being a prick to you to be prick that was not called for. But my views an my opinions are what they are and just know Ill be 100% real and honest with whoever and If I cant say it to you I wont say it at all.

Zak,
I think you just took a giant step today. Fucking feels good to finally apologize to people you may have pissed off, and own up to your spoken word and just flat out open yourself up.

In all honesty I had all but written you off but with the support of men that I would follow any day like SFGE remaining there for you I was optimistic that you would find your way.

I give two shits how many times people have caved, as long as they come back hit their stride and keep their promises and word.

Glad to see you out mending some fences today!

Pinched

[Mike from AB]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own.  Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting.  This past weekend was an eye opener for me.  I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect.  But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected.  Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew.  Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic!  Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll.  and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now.  It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay.  everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

I get ya Zak.....I don't understand why some on here can think that since they posted after missing 2 days because the weekend was just too busy and now they posted that all is OK now. In my quit bible it clearly states that the only way to succeed is by posting EDD or EMFD. No excuses. I texted a guy to post me up in a group that I support on Saturday. NOT MY GROUP BUT A GROUP I SUPPORT, I TEXTED IT IN. To all those that just can't post roll for some reason you better have a better excuse than all that I have seen in Dec and Nov.

Posting roll is probably the most important thing you can do. That promise every day is what keeps many of us on track. Second most important thing is to connect with others on this site. What Zak when through this weekend is a perfect example why it works.

1) He made his promise
2) He got drunk
3) Even while drunk he remembered his promise
4) To help him keep his promise when he was in trouble he reached out to fellow quitters.

Personally I was very proud of Zak this weekend, this was the first time when he was in trouble that he reached out.

It works people, you just have to follow the plan.

good job I wait everyday to see your text. Keep up the good work best tool is your fone when out and about w booze. booze lowers your inhibitions I think you learned that again she is sneaky just waiting to pounce. Nice you had one brain cell still firing.

Posting roll is not a burden. It's a privelege.

x2 HELL YA

Repeat after me:

I will not make excuses anymore. I am an addict and I have used excuses to do or not do many things in my life. I am here to change my life.

Roll is my new job.

Roll is my new best friend.

Roll is my new lifeline.

Roll will help me in times of Despair.

Roll will keep me from repeating my past destruction.

Roll will teach me character and integrity I didn't know I had.

Roll is my ticket to Freedom.

Roll will save my life.

Roll is my key to quit.

Love this razd thanks!

[JayDubya]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own.  Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting.  This past weekend was an eye opener for me.  I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect.  But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected.  Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew.  Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic!  Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll.  and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now.  It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay.  everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

I get ya Zak.....I don't understand why some on here can think that since they posted after missing 2 days because the weekend was just too busy and now they posted that all is OK now. In my quit bible it clearly states that the only way to succeed is by posting EDD or EMFD. No excuses. I texted a guy to post me up in a group that I support on Saturday. NOT MY GROUP BUT A GROUP I SUPPORT, I TEXTED IT IN. To all those that just can't post roll for some reason you better have a better excuse than all that I have seen in Dec and Nov.

Posting roll is probably the most important thing you can do. That promise every day is what keeps many of us on track. Second most important thing is to connect with others on this site. What Zak when through this weekend is a perfect example why it works.

1) He made his promise
2) He got drunk
3) Even while drunk he remembered his promise
4) To help him keep his promise when he was in trouble he reached out to fellow quitters.

Personally I was very proud of Zak this weekend, this was the first time when he was in trouble that he reached out.

It works people, you just have to follow the plan.

good job I wait everyday to see your text. Keep up the good work best tool is your fone when out and about w booze. booze lowers your inhibitions I think you learned that again she is sneaky just waiting to pounce. Nice you had one brain cell still firing.

Posting roll is not a burden. It's a privelege.

x2 HELL YA

Repeat after me:

I will not make excuses anymore. I am an addict and I have used excuses to do or not do many things in my life. I am here to change my life.

Roll is my new job.

Roll is my new best friend.

Roll is my new lifeline.

Roll will help me in times of Despair.

Roll will keep me from repeating my past destruction.

Roll will teach me character and integrity I didn't know I had.

Roll is my ticket to Freedom.

Roll will save my life.

Roll is my key to quit.

I love this. Im gonna write it down and put it in some key strategic places.

[RAZD611]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own.  Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting.  This past weekend was an eye opener for me.  I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect.  But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected.  Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew.  Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic!  Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll.  and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now.  It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay.  everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

I get ya Zak.....I don't understand why some on here can think that since they posted after missing 2 days because the weekend was just too busy and now they posted that all is OK now. In my quit bible it clearly states that the only way to succeed is by posting EDD or EMFD. No excuses. I texted a guy to post me up in a group that I support on Saturday. NOT MY GROUP BUT A GROUP I SUPPORT, I TEXTED IT IN. To all those that just can't post roll for some reason you better have a better excuse than all that I have seen in Dec and Nov.

Posting roll is probably the most important thing you can do. That promise every day is what keeps many of us on track. Second most important thing is to connect with others on this site. What Zak when through this weekend is a perfect example why it works.

1) He made his promise
2) He got drunk
3) Even while drunk he remembered his promise
4) To help him keep his promise when he was in trouble he reached out to fellow quitters.

Personally I was very proud of Zak this weekend, this was the first time when he was in trouble that he reached out.

It works people, you just have to follow the plan.

good job I wait everyday to see your text. Keep up the good work best tool is your fone when out and about w booze. booze lowers your inhibitions I think you learned that again she is sneaky just waiting to pounce. Nice you had one brain cell still firing.

Posting roll is not a burden. It's a privelege.

x2 HELL YA

Repeat after me:

I will not make excuses anymore. I am an addict and I have used excuses to do or not do many things in my life. I am here to change my life.

Roll is my new job.

Roll is my new best friend.

Roll is my new lifeline.

Roll will help me in times of Despair.

Roll will keep me from repeating my past destruction.

Roll will teach me character and integrity I didn't know I had.

Roll is my ticket to Freedom.

Roll will save my life.

Roll is my key to quit.

[traumagnet]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own.  Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting.  This past weekend was an eye opener for me.  I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect.  But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected.  Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew.  Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic!  Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll.  and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now.  It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay.  everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

I get ya Zak.....I don't understand why some on here can think that since they posted after missing 2 days because the weekend was just too busy and now they posted that all is OK now. In my quit bible it clearly states that the only way to succeed is by posting EDD or EMFD. No excuses. I texted a guy to post me up in a group that I support on Saturday. NOT MY GROUP BUT A GROUP I SUPPORT, I TEXTED IT IN. To all those that just can't post roll for some reason you better have a better excuse than all that I have seen in Dec and Nov.

Posting roll is probably the most important thing you can do. That promise every day is what keeps many of us on track. Second most important thing is to connect with others on this site. What Zak when through this weekend is a perfect example why it works.

1) He made his promise
2) He got drunk
3) Even while drunk he remembered his promise
4) To help him keep his promise when he was in trouble he reached out to fellow quitters.

Personally I was very proud of Zak this weekend, this was the first time when he was in trouble that he reached out.

It works people, you just have to follow the plan.

good job I wait everyday to see your text. Keep up the good work best tool is your fone when out and about w booze. booze lowers your inhibitions I think you learned that again she is sneaky just waiting to pounce. Nice you had one brain cell still firing.

Posting roll is not a burden. It's a privelege.

x2 HELL YA

[Nolaq]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own.  Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting.  This past weekend was an eye opener for me.  I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect.  But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected.  Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew.  Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic!  Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll.  and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now.  It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay.  everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

I get ya Zak.....I don't understand why some on here can think that since they posted after missing 2 days because the weekend was just too busy and now they posted that all is OK now. In my quit bible it clearly states that the only way to succeed is by posting EDD or EMFD. No excuses. I texted a guy to post me up in a group that I support on Saturday. NOT MY GROUP BUT A GROUP I SUPPORT, I TEXTED IT IN. To all those that just can't post roll for some reason you better have a better excuse than all that I have seen in Dec and Nov.

Posting roll is probably the most important thing you can do. That promise every day is what keeps many of us on track. Second most important thing is to connect with others on this site. What Zak when through this weekend is a perfect example why it works.

1) He made his promise
2) He got drunk
3) Even while drunk he remembered his promise
4) To help him keep his promise when he was in trouble he reached out to fellow quitters.

Personally I was very proud of Zak this weekend, this was the first time when he was in trouble that he reached out.

It works people, you just have to follow the plan.

good job I wait everyday to see your text. Keep up the good work best tool is your fone when out and about w booze. booze lowers your inhibitions I think you learned that again she is sneaky just waiting to pounce. Nice you had one brain cell still firing.

Posting roll is not a burden. It's a privilege.

[traumagnet]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own.  Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting.  This past weekend was an eye opener for me.  I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect.  But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected.  Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew.  Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic!  Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll.  and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now.  It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay.  everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

I get ya Zak.....I don't understand why some on here can think that since they posted after missing 2 days because the weekend was just too busy and now they posted that all is OK now. In my quit bible it clearly states that the only way to succeed is by posting EDD or EMFD. No excuses. I texted a guy to post me up in a group that I support on Saturday. NOT MY GROUP BUT A GROUP I SUPPORT, I TEXTED IT IN. To all those that just can't post roll for some reason you better have a better excuse than all that I have seen in Dec and Nov.

Posting roll is probably the most important thing you can do. That promise every day is what keeps many of us on track. Second most important thing is to connect with others on this site. What Zak when through this weekend is a perfect example why it works.

1) He made his promise
2) He got drunk
3) Even while drunk he remembered his promise
4) To help him keep his promise when he was in trouble he reached out to fellow quitters.

Personally I was very proud of Zak this weekend, this was the first time when he was in trouble that he reached out.

It works people, you just have to follow the plan.

good job I wait everyday to see your text. Keep up the good work best tool is your fone when out and about w booze. booze lowers your inhibitions I think you learned that again she is sneaky just waiting to pounce. Nice you had one brain cell still firing.

[Quit]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own.  Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting.  This past weekend was an eye opener for me.  I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect.  But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected.  Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew.  Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic!  Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll.  and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now.  It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay.  everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

I get ya Zak.....I don't understand why some on here can think that since they posted after missing 2 days because the weekend was just too busy and now they posted that all is OK now. In my quit bible it clearly states that the only way to succeed is by posting EDD or EMFD. No excuses. I texted a guy to post me up in a group that I support on Saturday. NOT MY GROUP BUT A GROUP I SUPPORT, I TEXTED IT IN. To all those that just can't post roll for some reason you better have a better excuse than all that I have seen in Dec and Nov.

Posting roll is probably the most important thing you can do. That promise every day is what keeps many of us on track. Second most important thing is to connect with others on this site. What Zak when through this weekend is a perfect example why it works.

1) He made his promise
2) He got drunk
3) Even while drunk he remembered his promise
4) To help him keep his promise when he was in trouble he reached out to fellow quitters.

Personally I was very proud of Zak this weekend, this was the first time when he was in trouble that he reached out.

It works people, you just have to follow the plan.

[duathman]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own. Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting. This past weekend was an eye opener for me. I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect. But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected. Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew. Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic! Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll. and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now. It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay. everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!

I get ya Zak.....I don't understand why some on here can think that since they posted after missing 2 days because the weekend was just too busy and now they posted that all is OK now. In my quit bible it clearly states that the only way to succeed is by posting EDD or EMFD. No excuses. I texted a guy to post me up in a group that I support on Saturday. NOT MY GROUP BUT A GROUP I SUPPORT, I TEXTED IT IN. To all those that just can't post roll for some reason you better have a better excuse than all that I have seen in Dec and Nov.

[Zak3188]

So the more I go on with this quit the more I realize that there were brothers in my first group only trying to help me and I did nothing but turn them away and tell them I could do it on my own. Well look where I ended up, they all hit a year sometime this month and I am back at 25 days and counting. This past weekend was an eye opener for me. I have never once asked anyone to talk me out of using again never once complained that I wanted one ect. But this past weekend I went to a family BBQ had a few drinks, and they hit me alot harder then I expected. Seeing as I hadnt drank in a full month and I was drinking whiskey not beer it hit me real hard and I started craving chew. Well I ended up going to the store with a sober driver to buy more beer for the family and I started looking at the chew behind the counter....I wanted it im not going to lie and I wanted it real bad...as soon as I realized that I started texting everyone in my phone and they helped me make it through that night with out using any nic! Then I get on the site today and there are people posting in my group saying how they like to "unplug" for the weekend and not get on the computer and we have people missing days and days in both Nov13 and Dec13 when it comes to posting roll. and I see what the guys in my first group were trying to tell me now. It pisses me off that these stupid jackholes dont wanna listen to anybody and think its okay. everyone needs to post roll EVERY MOTHER FUCKING DAY!!!! get involved in your group talk to people exchange numbers...if you dont YOU WILL FAIL!! MAN UP GET SOME AND TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK!!!