my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
I'll tell you what is wrong with you. You're addicted to poison. You probably started between 6thand 9th grade right? You're probably wondering if I'm psychic. I'm not. I'm a damn addict just like you. Only I quit 39 days ago.
I understand what you feel. I was there. The real question is are you tired of giving your loyalty, money, and days of worship to a false god known as tobacco?
You were nervous that you might have cancer and dodged a bullet. The amount of money you gave to tobacco could purchase a car with all the bells and whistles! What did tobacco give you in return?
A temporary buzz and an addiction to a carcinogen. That is a shitty deal!
No excuse or desire to chew, ever trumps the reason to quit. You should take all that fucking poisonous deceptive evil in a can and flush it now. I don't hate addicts but I despise the addiction.
If you choose to quit, I will be here and a strong support while you break the shackles and free yourself. It is hard but so enlightening. It will suck but you will come to embrace it.
First you have to love yourself to want to quit. You can't and shouldn't doi it for family or God. You have to be clear that it is your decision to quit. Second, post roll in July and introduce yourself to the team. Three, when you wake up in the morning, post roll. Repeat.
If you love giving tobacco your money and loyalty and the bitch owns your ass. I regret it for you and your families sake because you chose bondage. Like I said, I am an addict. I love addicts but despise tobacco. If you won't quit, I can't be friends with you because I am at war and tobacco is my enemy.
I chose to quit, but KTC is the true program that has worked. It is simple and an effective concept. It isn't a country club. It is a virtual hospital of pain, therapy an healing.
I hope you choose to quit. That means you find value in you. Once you detox and get the nicotine out of your system, tobacco will look more like a one legged hooker with warts vs. the seductive mistress you see now.
I can promise you this because I am an addict that kicked the nic bitch out of my life 39 days ago. You can be successful at controlling your addiction.
Don't try, you do it or don't!
