Captn, please let me begin by saluting a higher ranking brother and congrats on your 51 days. I will be there soon.
I did not word my reason for quitting well and I apologize. It is for me and like you i want to be there to enjoy all the things my life has. I have never been the type to put me first, it is always the others in my life. Perhaps I worded it the wrong way.
Make no mistake, i am here for myself first. it is my addiction and only i can beat it. This will be done with my family at home and here. I may not post all the time, but i am here all day long reading and re-reading to make it stick.
Thanks again for your words, i know i will need them in the coming days and weeks.