Day 1

[Coco]

Thanks for all the support and pm guys, you have no idea how much it helped me out today, Stay Quit bros!

[Tsmith17]

4:17 AM-
At 11 AM I stood outside with my friends and smoked my last pipe before I quit. Stupid, I know, smoking right before the day where your quitting dip, just going to keep leaving the door for the nic bitch to step right in. I guess I should introduce myself before I start bitching at you guys, after all, starting today you guys are all of my brothers and sisters in quitting, and believe me, I'm going to need you guys more than ever.
My name is Patrick, and I'm a college student. I started dipping four years ago when I was at boarding school. Before I knew it, I'm sitting here, a college student, whos father was killed by lung cancer, and I'm already wasting my life, dipping it away. I'm tired of listening to myself give up on my quitting attempts, I can't stand to be that helpless to something, I cant and wont do it. I'm quitting this bitch for myself, for my life, my future, and me
So I know that its 4:33 AM, but I cant sleep, probably because I would normally be dipping in my sleep or dipping until I felt really tired, taking it out and going back to sleep. I guess the first thing would be to develop a plan for today right? Like how I am going to stay as far away from a gas station as possible today, thats the most important thing right now, the next thing is getting some oral fixation, I only got some Lifesaver wintergreen mints left, probably the best thing to do is go and get some more + some Jolly Ranchers + some toffees and finally some gum. and then its cleaning my room of all the empty cans and spitters I have hidden away, I mean seriously, they are like everywhere and I hate it when people enter my room and I hope they don't look into that cup or ask questions or look in drawers, like I am sick of this bitch! No longer am I going to live by this bitches rule book anymore, the ball is in my court and son, I'm a ballhog. Time to go read the rest of the forums and figure out how to do roll!!!

Hi Patrick, I am also a college student. Let me be the first to tell you that you are making the best decision of your life. You have a good plan going. The most important advice I can give you is to post roll everyday. No excuses. Do it in the morning. never miss a day. Ever. If you honor your word to stay quit every day, you WILL be successful. Read everything you can here and stick close to this site. We know what you are going through. We can help, you just gotta ask for it. Your quit should also be the most important thing in your life now. You have to protect it everyday. This is serious man. We will never go back to being slave to nicotine ever again.

Read about how to post roll call at this link:
index.php?showtopic=50

Then go post your Roll in the June 2012 quit group:
Here is a link to it:
index.php?showtopic=6044

Ask questions in this intro. thread, in your June 2012 quit group or send any of us a Personal Message. We are all in this together. Stay quit man.

-Tyler

[Coco]

4:17 AM-
At 11 AM I stood outside with my friends and smoked my last pipe before I quit. Stupid, I know, smoking right before the day where your quitting dip, just going to keep leaving the door for the nic bitch to step right in. I guess I should introduce myself before I start bitching at you guys, after all, starting today you guys are all of my brothers and sisters in quitting, and believe me, I'm going to need you guys more than ever.
My name is Patrick, and I'm a college student. I started dipping four years ago when I was at boarding school. Before I knew it, I'm sitting here, a college student, whos father was killed by lung cancer, and I'm already wasting my life, dipping it away. I'm tired of listening to myself give up on my quitting attempts, I can't stand to be that helpless to something, I cant and wont do it. I'm quitting this bitch for myself, for my life, my future, and me
So I know that its 4:33 AM, but I cant sleep, probably because I would normally be dipping in my sleep or dipping until I felt really tired, taking it out and going back to sleep. I guess the first thing would be to develop a plan for today right? Like how I am going to stay as far away from a gas station as possible today, thats the most important thing right now, the next thing is getting some oral fixation, I only got some Lifesaver wintergreen mints left, probably the best thing to do is go and get some more + some Jolly Ranchers + some toffees and finally some gum. and then its cleaning my room of all the empty cans and spitters I have hidden away, I mean seriously, they are like everywhere and I hate it when people enter my room and I hope they don't look into that cup or ask questions or look in drawers, like I am sick of this bitch! No longer am I going to live by this bitches rule book anymore, the ball is in my court and son, I'm a ballhog. Time to go read the rest of the forums and figure out how to do roll!!!