So been needing to do this and well havnt so here goes...
Day 12 and feel like complete hell not physically but for sure mentally. battle of emotions as life is becoming harder and trying me in every way. I question everything and feel like im relearning myself. Who am I? What do I want? Where to go? I think know myslef pretty well I mean we been together 29 years now!!
The high on life is over and im banging my head on a wall woundering what the hell am I doing??
very in the dumpster flushing my self in the pooper!!!
Better days tomorrow!!!!
Congrats my brother on the quit, best decision you have ever made. After a few days/weeks you will think you made a bad decision to quit, don't let your emotions run your mind. If you don't understand now, you will later.
I post and ghost a lot, dealing with life after dip and it gets better.
I've been where you are now, trying to figure who you are and basically starting life over again.
If you need someone to talk to about anything, HMU, I think I've been through it all and the other side is looking beautiful.
PM me if you need to chat
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