I mean damn

[Radman]

It's worth it. You got this.

Be prepared to notice addicts doing dumb things. Your sense of "that's just stupid" will become very keen.

[cshock]

So we just got back from my wife's grandmothers funeral. I watched a few light up a cigarette, my father in law is chewing some nicoret gum and her grandfather just put a chaw in.
I got this. It sucks but I keep telling myself it's worth it.

[lcwb96]

It is going to suck ass. It will get better. I promise. You said it in the last line of your comment. 15 minutes gone by. Sometimes you will have to take it 15 minutes at a time and that's okay. Shit man, you can do anything for 15 minutes, right? Then you bite off another 15 minutes... and repeat..

Hang tight to the site in these first days, read all you can, continue to re-up your motivation, post roll EVERYDAY, and reach out to your quit brothers.

You can do this.

PM me anytime you need something.

lcwb96

[hudsonp]

no two ways about it, it's going to suck. just live on this site, read everything. post roll and come back tomorrow to tell us it was shitty but you made it happen, post roll again, come back the next day and the day after that, and the day after that....

[ktb1764]

You feel like an addict because that is exactly what you are. Everyone here has lied - to ourselves, our kids, our wives. It's what addicts do to get their fix.

The good news is that you've made the right decision to come here. Go to the "Welcome Center" in the top of the site, click on it and learn how to post roll. You'll be in the January Quit group. We quit one day at a time around here. Addicts can't think about quitting forever.

And you're right - it will suck ass, that's no lie. We all did it to ourselves by sticking that shit in our lip. But you know you need to quit.

[Radman]

Good choice man. No sob story needed.

Post roll. That's your promise of no nicotine for the next 24 hours.

You'll be postin in January group.

Reach out if you need anything.

[cshock]

Well no sob story here. Ive been putting of quiting for to damn long. Been reading around this site and saw some really motivating posts.
I just spit out my last dip because im tierd of lying to myself. Its always tommorrow or the next day.
My Moment:
Yesterday i bought a roll of dip because i was out(no Shit) and thought that after not haveing a dip for 3 hours i was a pussy and couldnt handel it. My wife and I were at her grandfathers house( her grandmother passed Wensday) yesterday morning and after I ate breakfast i realized i forgot my can of dip at the house. We live like 10 minutes away, but the foodlion was 5 minutes. That was kind of my ahah moment of fealing like an addict.
Im nervouse and scared and all of this is running through my head of well Ill just put it of for another day. I rememder reading on here that dip is what i relly on on a day to day bassis to help me cope with the real world situations. Man that shit right their is so true. Now its time to be true to myself.
Holy shit this is going to suck ass. Bring it on!!!
Well their goes the first 15 minutes.