7 days without. 10,222 days with. Why did it take so long to step up? Started back in college, same story I've read here before what seems like a thousand times. Skoal bandits, quickly moved to Copenhagen and used that for a long time until even I couldn't stand the smell. Tried Cherry Skoal and that was my demon. Had it in all the time until my dentist said I was going to start losing teeth if I didn't stop. Switched to Skoal Snus, finally decided enough was enough. For day 7 I'm feeling OK. Making it through the weekend was a big deal. I taught my body how to handle the stuff, now I'm teaching it how not to need it. It's going to be Ok. Right?
Hell yes its going to be okay. 7 days!!!! Pat yourself on the back. You are still going to be walking through hell. Just keep walking. :)
You should have days that are hard and then as your head clears and begins to stop thinking like an addict, you will be disgusted at everything about tobacco.
I have a new modo. Love the addict, hate the addiction. Just my two cents here. The quit is manageable if you post roll every day. Only think about the day at hand. No future thoughts.
My weakest day was day 28 when I thought about doing this for years. Never, every, ever, ever, let your mind think one year to even the rest of your life being tobacco free. Just commit to say no more nic today. If you wake up tomorrow, like brushing your teeth in the morning, get addicted to having to post roll and promise to quit for that day.
I am on day 41 now. I am out of hell and free. I don't have tobacco and my addiction holding me back. The shackles are off me. I hate tobacco. I would love to see that terrorist organization die. The only way to do that is to get people to think clearly and stop being recruited by that terrorist organization.
I will not give them my money, time, loyalty. I will not glamorize or entertain thoughts of tobacco being pleasurable. When those thoughts come, I remind myself of the smell, the deceptions, the money spent and I fight.
Finally, get some friends on the site. Go into chat and stay close. Laugh and embrace the suck! IT IS GOING TO BE OKAY. Post roll, keep your word and repeat the next day you wake.