One quit buddy is great. But thousands of quit brothers is awesome. That's what we are. Click around on the "Quit Groups"...not just your own, but a bunch of them. All of those folks have been right where you are now. I remember that being a source of encouragement for me when I was a week or two in wondering how the eff I was going to do this?!?! They aren't making excuses, lying to themselves and their loved ones, and givinig in to craves. They are quit...one day at a time.
It doesn't matter if you used nicotine for 30 minutes or 30 years. It doesn't matter if you have been quit for 10 minutes or 10 years. We are all addicts. And by giving our word and keeping it, we "cunt punt" the Nic Bitch everyday.
(That is a new pop culture term I learned on the interwebs from some sorority girl this week. I like it when a sorority girl teaches me new cuss combos. What a little sweetheart, huh?)
Stay strong, post roll, and stay quit. You can do this, brother!