Congrats on seeing the light. Freedom is a great thing, which will be more apparent every day. As Souliman put it "forever is in fairy's tails." And Souliman knows about fairy's tail. There is no F'in doubt that you have the ball sac to get through this one day - TODAY - right?
Now go through the home and flush that emergency can...and the dusty can that rolled under the car seat last fall, the one that may be in the bottom of your golf bag, etc. Your reasoning may not be too straight at 1am, deep in the fog of withdrawal. I have no doubt that advice saved my quit (thanks 3YA). Check your (1) Inbox.