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[loot]

last activity was the 13th

guess this quittin thing isn't for everyone

whatever KOR...what the fuck ever

[allec]

All,

For those who have seen my initial post, I regret to inform you that I caved tonight. A good firend of mine who uses dipping pouches talked me into having one tonight. So the 8 days of hell that I just went through is about to start back up tomorrow.

I am sorry that I have to give this bad news to all of you, and I am truly embarassed in front of such a strong group of people that have put this crap down for good no matter what the circumstance.

It was a tough week for me, no matter what I said or did, in my own mind I just couldn't get the right outcome. I keep thinking that I left people that I work with doubts in the person I really am. I am not a person that can not learn from mistakes. I am not a person that can not take criticism when I know it is the best thing for me. I've been there in my life, I always feel like I have something to prove to someone, but really the only person that I have to prove something to is myself.

I am down now, but when I wake tomorrow it will be a new day and I will use it to defeat these deadly toxins.

I thank you for your support and day one starts again today.

God bless.

Guy

Why did you make that choice? Your friend did not talk you into this; you made a choice.

Do you realize what you're playing with here? This shit is more addictive than heroin I am told. It causes a whole host of problems, and it permanently rewires your mind. Having just one starts the whole cycle over again - be it day 8, day 80, or day 800. You just pissed away eight hard earned days.

Grand. Just grand. Get motivated, get mad, get the hell away from your "friend", and get with the program.

The process here is real simple, and I think it is fail safe.

1. Make a promise for today not to dip and post it in rollcall.
2. Find some people in the June group and get their numbers. Make a commitment to talk to someone live before "someone else talks you into just one."
3. Make a plan, or a set of consequences that will occur if you really cave.

Basically, make it impossible for you to cave by putting your integrity online and being accountable to someone.

Reading shit like this does not make it any easier on us who are fighting like hell to stay quit, day by day or minute by minute. That's why you're getting a hostile reaction because you "friend talked you into a dip". This place is dead serious about quitting and accountability. Do or do not - there is no try.

Are you with us? If you are, toss your can, go to the June quit group, and post day one in rollcall, and read everything you can on this site to figure out how to successfully quit AND use the FREE tools available to you.

[Greg5280]

I'm really smart and I have a rapist's wit, but that fuckin' looT stole all of my material.

Resolve, you need to get involved with the June 2010 quit group by posting roll daily. Get active on the boards and you might just come to realize how fucking ridiculous your post sounds. I love you and I will be holding you at night. I will be your knight in shining armor.

You scare me

Agreed Ready !!

:blink:

[Greg5280]

I'm a newbie too, 18 days down no turnin' back. I would like to offer this, one of the vets told me to keep a journal, that way I could go back and read how "SHITTY" I felt. I for one do not want to go through that again.

King,
Get your shit together and get serious or come back when you are.

MCLFC
Always remember how bad it sucked... it will help you stay quit.

[mclfc1500]

I'm a newbie too, 18 days down no turnin' back. I would like to offer this, one of the vets told me to keep a journal, that way I could go back and read how "SHITTY" I felt. I for one do not want to go through that again.

[Ready]

I'm really smart and I have a rapist's wit, but that fuckin' looT stole all of my material.

Resolve, you need to get involved with the June 2010 quit group by posting roll daily. Get active on the boards and you might just come to realize how fucking ridiculous your post sounds. I love you and I will be holding you at night. I will be your knight in shining armor.

You scare me

[Smokeyg]

I'm really smart and I have a rapist's wit, but that fuckin' looT stole all of my material.

Resolve, you need to get involved with the June 2010 quit group by posting roll daily. Get active on the boards and you might just come to realize how fucking ridiculous your post sounds. I love you and I will be holding you at night. I will be your knight in shining armor.

[Ready]

All,

For those who have seen my initial post, I regret to inform you that I caved tonight. A good firend of mine who uses dipping pouches talked me into having one tonight. So the 8 days of hell that I just went through is about to start back up tomorrow.

I am sorry that I have to give this bad news to all of you, and I am truly embarassed in front of such a strong group of people that have put this crap down for good no matter what the circumstance.

It was a tough week for me, no matter what I said or did, in my own mind I just couldn't get the right outcome. I keep thinking that I left people that I work with doubts in the person I really am. I am not a person that can not learn from mistakes. I am not a person that can not take criticism when I know it is the best thing for me. I've been there in my life, I always feel like I have something to prove to someone, but really the only person that I have to prove something to is myself.

I am down now, but when I wake tomorrow it will be a new day and I will use it to defeat these deadly toxins.

I thank you for your support and day one starts again today.

God bless.

Guy

seriously? What are you, fucking five. "My friend talked me into it." HORSESHIT.

And what the fuck is this doing in the introduction section. Is that appropriate? It's obvious you have been involved on the site _

You caved and that makes you a jackass. Guess how much your word of honor means right now.

Start digging out of that big ole hole your in. Oh, and if your not serious, well don't bother.

Your on a short fucking leash.

Balls in your court.

[loot]

early on in LOOTs quit a friend and neighbor was always fuckin with LOOT by offering Cope. One day we were riding down the road in his truck. He'd just stopped for a fresh tin. He asked if LOOT wanted one...LOOT said "Sure" and proceeded to toss the can out the window.

problem solved.

Point is...we all have decisions to make. You gotta make the right ones. All day...everyday. Pretty simple eh?

[Show]

People, places and things...........get rid of those that make your quit harder. Your "friend" is an asshole no doubt but Loot is spot on, you put yourself in the situation in the first place. You didn't tell him to fuck off and get the hell out. You grabbed the pouch and shoved it in your lip. People, places and things.

[loot]

here is what LOOT heard:

blah blah blah it was my buddies fault.  waaa waa waaa my pussy hurt all week.

you need to get your shit together or you'll never actually quit. 3 fuckin posts to your name and one is a cave post? pretty fuckin pathetic huh?

SM is right...go see a doc if you need to. No shame in it. There is shame in not taking advantage of the tools at your disposal.

[mekster]

Is this the first time you quit? When you "just one" cave, it actually isn't that hard to not dip again, thinking about it rationally. The small problem is your brain realizes this, and kicks rational out the window. You will have an increase of cravings. They are going to focus on your last dip and your brain will just say "hey you had just one the other night and it wasn't that bad". Just stay focused on why you quit. And realize that the greatest majority of what we get out of our addiction, when you are full blown using. Dip, cures the headaches that we get if we don't dip... that's it. It's like a neighbor asking for $5-10 daily to not punch you in the face. Would you pay for that? Do not romanticize dipping in your mind... period.

Stay strong.

Also you need to plan ahead for these instances. You know your friend dips, you were on day 8. Did you really think that you could just hang out with someone that dips? Your brain is a sneaky bitch, it convinced you to go there knowing you would cave. realize that your addicted brain is playing chess, you my friend are playing checkers.

That said, feel however will help you stay quit. You know yourself best. If feeling guilty will lead to success, then great feel guilty. If forgetting about it, and pretending like this is just day 1. Do that. Learn from this cave, and prepare yourself for the future.

[bman50317]

WOW, what an introduction. Skoal Monster pretty well summed it up. This place isn't a playground dude, we r pretty serious here.


Also....you better check your sign in name. You picked a solid one...better live up to it or ask Chewie to change it.

[Rook]

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[Rook]

There is no difference between you and a heroin addict except your choice of drug. except your choice of drug.

A-Fucking-Men SM. What kind of 'friend' would drag you back into the pits of hell like that? With friends like those, who needs enemas?