Hello everyone. Yesterday I had a biopsy done on a tiny lump in my cheek. The ENT seemed pretty confident it was nothing. And honestly, didn't seem to want to do the biopsy. But I insisted. It was so small, that I could only feel it with my tongue. My fingers couldn't feel it. But, never the less, I'm scared to death. So here I am for day one of the rest of my life. I've dipped since I was 15. Started my freshman year while playing baseball. Now I'm 35, with 3 kids, that now I'm just hoping to be able to watch grow up. Timberwolf is in the trash. I'm ready to do this. I see a lot of people talking about posting roll. Could someone explain how to do that? I'm an idiot on computers. Thanks.
Hey BallPlayer,
Congratulations on the best decision of your life. You are about to man up and take your life back. You should click on the salmony-pink "welcome center" at the top of this page. Read everything there at least twice. Important things to remember:
1. All nicotine is out. No snuff, snus, gerts, cigars, patches, gum, lozenges, douches, etc ....... If your can of cancerwolf is reachable, you should flush that and all other stashed cans down the toilet. You wouldn't be the first to dig through the honeycombs and coffee grouds in the trash to retrieve your can on a Sunday morning.
2. We are accountable to each other by posting roll first thing every day. By posting roll we give our promise to our brothers and sisters that we will not use nicotine that day. That promise is the glue that bonds us together.
3. We Quit for ourselves one day at a time. Multiple days are hard for us newbies to comprehend, but we can all commit to one day. Then we get up the next day and repeat.
Post Roll, Quit, Repeat. Simple, but not easy, but very worth it.
So, BP, if you are finally ready to sever that Bitch from your life after 2 decades of slavery (I also gave 2 decades to her. DeadSeal and CancerWolf were the syringes i used to deliver the drug my addict brain desired, started at 15 during baseball), then welcome. You should post roll as day 1 in June 2012 (if you are quit). Don't worry about messing anything up, we'll be along to fix it later. You worry about quitting. Stay on this site all day.
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