Well today I found this site and I am thankfull that I did. I quit this morning at 11AM. It took me until now, 845PM to get the balls to post my promise (kept thinking I'd go get another can to have on last fix). I've read so many of the other posts on this website and I just decided that it has to be time. I am a nicotive addict.
I'm 44 years old and started when I was 15 (could have been earlier but it all runs together). My addition started with the Original Skoal (all they had was fine cut back then) and has included red man, cigars, and most recently I've been using Longhorn Wintergreen Long Cut. Hell, I'd change brands so my wife would stop seeing the same continuous charge on my debit card every other day. Damn, I'm a freakin junkie.
I am over living a lie and letting my actions be determined for me. I'm sick of staying up late for the qualiltiy dip time, letting my relationship suffer with my wife. It's time to hold myself accountable to me and my family.
One day at a time.
