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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #560 on: October 16, 2013, 08:42:00 AM »
Well, slap my ass and call me Judy. I've made it to the 5th floor. Suck my dick, Kodiak bear. You are a bad bear, bad!!! I look forward to bitch slappin your ass again today. 500-0 since I woke up and decided to take my freedom back. You still try to fuck with me now and again, but you always lose. I am strong, you are weak. Those are the facts.

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Quit 06/04/12
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3rd floor 03/30/13
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #559 on: October 07, 2013, 11:59:00 PM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quitting nicotine is hard, doing it cold turkey...even harder.

I'm 491 days quit now, but still have an occasional struggle.

I used to go into a gas station and look at all the new flavors of chew and shake my head. Now I shake my head at these new E-cigs and talk of tobacco harm reduction.

It's almost like people are throwing in the towel and saying "fuck it, I can't quit this shit, let's try and find a way to continue using it that's safer".

I say bullshit. These people are weak willed spineless pussies. You want total harm reduction...fucking quit.

NICOTINE is a posion. ADDICTION is disease...no matter what delivery method you use.

These people think nicotine is a pleasure prop, a stress reducer, a cure for boredom and something they can't live without. The more products that come out claiming to be "safer" only further these beliefs, and spare me the bullshit about these products being a gateway to quitting. They are nothing more than agents to keep you addicted while feeling a little less guilty. If an e-cig is safer than a cigarette or a wad of chaw...big fucking deal. You're still a slave.

I see people fighting HERE on a daily basis to rid themselves of the posion and the disease. People searching for freedom, people aware of the lies, people who know the true enemy, nicotine, and I am proud to fight beside you all on a daily basis.

To anyone out there battling and wondering "is it worth it". The answer is a resounding, YES.

Not only for obvious health reasons, but how about some fucking personal pride. How about the sense and desire to put your fucking foot down and say, "enough is enough". How about because you simply WANT to, because you know its the right thing.

WANT...that's what big tobacco is really trying to take from us.

"I know I should quit and I really want to but why should I now that I can enjoy my nicotine safely?"

Not sure about any of you, but I don't want to be one of those people. I want to live my life free of addiction and dependency on any substance.

You want to get addicted to something? Get addicted to your wife/husband, your kids, you family, your health, God, or just being a better person.

Beating this addiction IS possible, worth it, and not the pure hell some would lead you to believe. Want proof...pull up a chair and start reading the stories on this site.

Giving into addiction and the lies is for the weak. This place is for the strong and I'm proud to be one of the strong ones.

Quit on...
'oh yeah' here here, proud to be quit with you today

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #558 on: October 07, 2013, 11:01:00 PM »
Quote from: traumagnet
Quote from: Ron_Cross
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quitting nicotine is hard, doing it cold turkey...even harder.

I'm 491 days quit now, but still have an occasional struggle.

I used to go into a gas station and look at all the new flavors of chew and shake my head.  Now I shake my head at these new E-cigs and talk of tobacco harm reduction.  

It's almost like people are throwing in the towel and saying "fuck it, I can't quit this shit, let's try and find a way to continue using it that's safer". 

I say bullshit.  These people are weak willed spineless pussies.  You want total harm reduction...fucking quit.

NICOTINE is a posion.  ADDICTION is disease...no matter what delivery method you use.

These people think nicotine is a pleasure prop, a stress reducer, a cure for boredom and something they can't live without.  The more products that come out claiming to be "safer" only further these beliefs, and spare me the bullshit about these products being a gateway to quitting.  They are nothing more than agents to keep you addicted while feeling a little less guilty.  If an e-cig is safer than a cigarette or a wad of chaw...big fucking deal.  You're still a slave.

I see people fighting HERE on a daily basis to rid themselves of the posion and the disease.  People searching for freedom, people aware of the lies, people who know the true enemy, nicotine, and I am proud to fight beside you all on a daily basis.

To anyone out there battling and wondering "is it worth it".  The answer is a resounding, YES. 

Not only for obvious health reasons, but how about some fucking personal pride.  How about the sense and desire to put your fucking foot down and say, "enough is enough".  How about because you simply WANT to, because you know its the right thing.

WANT...that's what big tobacco is really trying to take from us. 

"I know I should quit and I really want to but why should I now that I can enjoy my nicotine safely?"

Not sure about any of you, but I don't want to be one of those people.  I want to live my life free of addiction and dependency on any substance.

You want to get addicted to something? Get addicted to your wife/husband, your kids,  you family,  your health, God, or just being a better person.

Beating this addiction IS possible, worth it, and not the pure hell some would lead you to believe.  Want proof...pull up a chair and start reading the stories on this site. 

Giving into addiction and the lies is for the weak.  This place is for the strong and I'm proud to be one of the strong ones. 

Quit on...
BOOM. I will stand with Diesel on this one. Preach on quitter.
I quit with Diesel2112 Today because he knows the facts and CHOOSES not to fall for the beliefs (lies) that the Poison Industry propagates!
ODAAT and NAFAR and we're still fucking here!! Fuck off Nic Bitch and cavers!!
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Awesome Post. Great way to start the week off!
Nice read Diesel...I remember back in the day when the SAFE alternative to smoking was DIPPING it was in all the advertisements. Then peoples faces started falling off. Ecigs are new but give them time
'clap' Well quit good sir. Well quit.

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #557 on: October 07, 2013, 12:38:00 PM »
Quote from: Ron_Cross
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quitting nicotine is hard, doing it cold turkey...even harder.

I'm 491 days quit now, but still have an occasional struggle.

I used to go into a gas station and look at all the new flavors of chew and shake my head.  Now I shake my head at these new E-cigs and talk of tobacco harm reduction.  

It's almost like people are throwing in the towel and saying "fuck it, I can't quit this shit, let's try and find a way to continue using it that's safer". 

I say bullshit.  These people are weak willed spineless pussies.  You want total harm reduction...fucking quit.

NICOTINE is a posion.  ADDICTION is disease...no matter what delivery method you use.

These people think nicotine is a pleasure prop, a stress reducer, a cure for boredom and something they can't live without.  The more products that come out claiming to be "safer" only further these beliefs, and spare me the bullshit about these products being a gateway to quitting.  They are nothing more than agents to keep you addicted while feeling a little less guilty.  If an e-cig is safer than a cigarette or a wad of chaw...big fucking deal.  You're still a slave.

I see people fighting HERE on a daily basis to rid themselves of the posion and the disease.  People searching for freedom, people aware of the lies, people who know the true enemy, nicotine, and I am proud to fight beside you all on a daily basis.

To anyone out there battling and wondering "is it worth it".  The answer is a resounding, YES. 

Not only for obvious health reasons, but how about some fucking personal pride.  How about the sense and desire to put your fucking foot down and say, "enough is enough".  How about because you simply WANT to, because you know its the right thing.

WANT...that's what big tobacco is really trying to take from us. 

"I know I should quit and I really want to but why should I now that I can enjoy my nicotine safely?"

Not sure about any of you, but I don't want to be one of those people.  I want to live my life free of addiction and dependency on any substance.

You want to get addicted to something? Get addicted to your wife/husband, your kids,  you family,  your health, God, or just being a better person.

Beating this addiction IS possible, worth it, and not the pure hell some would lead you to believe.  Want proof...pull up a chair and start reading the stories on this site. 

Giving into addiction and the lies is for the weak.  This place is for the strong and I'm proud to be one of the strong ones. 

Quit on...
BOOM. I will stand with Diesel on this one. Preach on quitter.
I quit with Diesel2112 Today because he knows the facts and CHOOSES not to fall for the beliefs (lies) that the Poison Industry propagates!
ODAAT and NAFAR and we're still fucking here!! Fuck off Nic Bitch and cavers!!
Yep, I quit with this quitter everyday!
Awesome Post. Great way to start the week off!
Nice read Diesel...I remember back in the day when the SAFE alternative to smoking was DIPPING it was in all the advertisements. Then peoples faces started falling off. Ecigs are new but give them time
Complacency sucks, one moment of it is the difference between being a user and a quitter....OIB

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #556 on: October 07, 2013, 11:31:00 AM »
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quitting nicotine is hard, doing it cold turkey...even harder.

I'm 491 days quit now, but still have an occasional struggle.

I used to go into a gas station and look at all the new flavors of chew and shake my head.  Now I shake my head at these new E-cigs and talk of tobacco harm reduction.  

It's almost like people are throwing in the towel and saying "fuck it, I can't quit this shit, let's try and find a way to continue using it that's safer". 

I say bullshit.  These people are weak willed spineless pussies.  You want total harm reduction...fucking quit.

NICOTINE is a posion.  ADDICTION is disease...no matter what delivery method you use.

These people think nicotine is a pleasure prop, a stress reducer, a cure for boredom and something they can't live without.  The more products that come out claiming to be "safer" only further these beliefs, and spare me the bullshit about these products being a gateway to quitting.  They are nothing more than agents to keep you addicted while feeling a little less guilty.  If an e-cig is safer than a cigarette or a wad of chaw...big fucking deal.  You're still a slave.

I see people fighting HERE on a daily basis to rid themselves of the posion and the disease.  People searching for freedom, people aware of the lies, people who know the true enemy, nicotine, and I am proud to fight beside you all on a daily basis.

To anyone out there battling and wondering "is it worth it".  The answer is a resounding, YES. 

Not only for obvious health reasons, but how about some fucking personal pride.  How about the sense and desire to put your fucking foot down and say, "enough is enough".  How about because you simply WANT to, because you know its the right thing.

WANT...that's what big tobacco is really trying to take from us. 

"I know I should quit and I really want to but why should I now that I can enjoy my nicotine safely?"

Not sure about any of you, but I don't want to be one of those people.  I want to live my life free of addiction and dependency on any substance.

You want to get addicted to something? Get addicted to your wife/husband, your kids,  you family,  your health, God, or just being a better person.

Beating this addiction IS possible, worth it, and not the pure hell some would lead you to believe.  Want proof...pull up a chair and start reading the stories on this site. 

Giving into addiction and the lies is for the weak.  This place is for the strong and I'm proud to be one of the strong ones. 

Quit on...
BOOM. I will stand with Diesel on this one. Preach on quitter.
I quit with Diesel2112 Today because he knows the facts and CHOOSES not to fall for the beliefs (lies) that the Poison Industry propagates!
ODAAT and NAFAR and we're still fucking here!! Fuck off Nic Bitch and cavers!!
Yep, I quit with this quitter everyday!
Awesome Post. Great way to start the week off!

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #555 on: October 07, 2013, 09:31:00 AM »
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quitting nicotine is hard, doing it cold turkey...even harder.

I'm 491 days quit now, but still have an occasional struggle.

I used to go into a gas station and look at all the new flavors of chew and shake my head.  Now I shake my head at these new E-cigs and talk of tobacco harm reduction.  

It's almost like people are throwing in the towel and saying "fuck it, I can't quit this shit, let's try and find a way to continue using it that's safer". 

I say bullshit.  These people are weak willed spineless pussies.  You want total harm reduction...fucking quit.

NICOTINE is a posion.  ADDICTION is disease...no matter what delivery method you use.

These people think nicotine is a pleasure prop, a stress reducer, a cure for boredom and something they can't live without.  The more products that come out claiming to be "safer" only further these beliefs, and spare me the bullshit about these products being a gateway to quitting.  They are nothing more than agents to keep you addicted while feeling a little less guilty.  If an e-cig is safer than a cigarette or a wad of chaw...big fucking deal.  You're still a slave.

I see people fighting HERE on a daily basis to rid themselves of the posion and the disease.  People searching for freedom, people aware of the lies, people who know the true enemy, nicotine, and I am proud to fight beside you all on a daily basis.

To anyone out there battling and wondering "is it worth it".  The answer is a resounding, YES. 

Not only for obvious health reasons, but how about some fucking personal pride.  How about the sense and desire to put your fucking foot down and say, "enough is enough".  How about because you simply WANT to, because you know its the right thing.

WANT...that's what big tobacco is really trying to take from us. 

"I know I should quit and I really want to but why should I now that I can enjoy my nicotine safely?"

Not sure about any of you, but I don't want to be one of those people.  I want to live my life free of addiction and dependency on any substance.

You want to get addicted to something? Get addicted to your wife/husband, your kids,  you family,  your health, God, or just being a better person.

Beating this addiction IS possible, worth it, and not the pure hell some would lead you to believe.  Want proof...pull up a chair and start reading the stories on this site. 

Giving into addiction and the lies is for the weak.  This place is for the strong and I'm proud to be one of the strong ones. 

Quit on...
BOOM. I will stand with Diesel on this one. Preach on quitter.
I quit with Diesel2112 Today because he knows the facts and CHOOSES not to fall for the beliefs (lies) that the Poison Industry propagates!
ODAAT and NAFAR and we're still fucking here!! Fuck off Nic Bitch and cavers!!
Yep, I quit with this quitter everyday!
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #554 on: October 07, 2013, 08:54:00 AM »
Quote from: Its_Got2Happen
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quitting nicotine is hard, doing it cold turkey...even harder.

I'm 491 days quit now, but still have an occasional struggle.

I used to go into a gas station and look at all the new flavors of chew and shake my head.  Now I shake my head at these new E-cigs and talk of tobacco harm reduction. 

It's almost like people are throwing in the towel and saying "fuck it, I can't quit this shit, let's try and find a way to continue using it that's safer". 

I say bullshit.  These people are weak willed spineless pussies.  You want total harm reduction...fucking quit.

NICOTINE is a posion.  ADDICTION is disease...no matter what delivery method you use.

These people think nicotine is a pleasure prop, a stress reducer, a cure for boredom and something they can't live without.  The more products that come out claiming to be "safer" only further these beliefs, and spare me the bullshit about these products being a gateway to quitting.  They are nothing more than agents to keep you addicted while feeling a little less guilty.  If an e-cig is safer than a cigarette or a wad of chaw...big fucking deal.  You're still a slave.

I see people fighting HERE on a daily basis to rid themselves of the posion and the disease.  People searching for freedom, people aware of the lies, people who know the true enemy, nicotine, and I am proud to fight beside you all on a daily basis.

To anyone out there battling and wondering "is it worth it".  The answer is a resounding, YES. 

Not only for obvious health reasons, but how about some fucking personal pride.  How about the sense and desire to put your fucking foot down and say, "enough is enough".  How about because you simply WANT to, because you know its the right thing.

WANT...that's what big tobacco is really trying to take from us. 

"I know I should quit and I really want to but why should I now that I can enjoy my nicotine safely?"

Not sure about any of you, but I don't want to be one of those people.  I want to live my life free of addiction and dependency on any substance.

You want to get addicted to something? Get addicted to your wife/husband, your kids,  you family,  your health, God, or just being a better person.

Beating this addiction IS possible, worth it, and not the pure hell some would lead you to believe.  Want proof...pull up a chair and start reading the stories on this site. 

Giving into addiction and the lies is for the weak.  This place is for the strong and I'm proud to be one of the strong ones. 

Quit on...
BOOM. I will stand with Diesel on this one. Preach on quitter.
I quit with Diesel2112 Today because he knows the facts and CHOOSES not to fall for the beliefs (lies) that the Poison Industry propagates!
ODAAT and NAFAR and we're still fucking here!! Fuck off Nic Bitch and cavers!!
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #553 on: October 07, 2013, 06:05:00 AM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quitting nicotine is hard, doing it cold turkey...even harder.

I'm 491 days quit now, but still have an occasional struggle.

I used to go into a gas station and look at all the new flavors of chew and shake my head. Now I shake my head at these new E-cigs and talk of tobacco harm reduction.

It's almost like people are throwing in the towel and saying "fuck it, I can't quit this shit, let's try and find a way to continue using it that's safer".

I say bullshit. These people are weak willed spineless pussies. You want total harm reduction...fucking quit.

NICOTINE is a posion. ADDICTION is disease...no matter what delivery method you use.

These people think nicotine is a pleasure prop, a stress reducer, a cure for boredom and something they can't live without. The more products that come out claiming to be "safer" only further these beliefs, and spare me the bullshit about these products being a gateway to quitting. They are nothing more than agents to keep you addicted while feeling a little less guilty. If an e-cig is safer than a cigarette or a wad of chaw...big fucking deal. You're still a slave.

I see people fighting HERE on a daily basis to rid themselves of the posion and the disease. People searching for freedom, people aware of the lies, people who know the true enemy, nicotine, and I am proud to fight beside you all on a daily basis.

To anyone out there battling and wondering "is it worth it". The answer is a resounding, YES.

Not only for obvious health reasons, but how about some fucking personal pride. How about the sense and desire to put your fucking foot down and say, "enough is enough". How about because you simply WANT to, because you know its the right thing.

WANT...that's what big tobacco is really trying to take from us.

"I know I should quit and I really want to but why should I now that I can enjoy my nicotine safely?"

Not sure about any of you, but I don't want to be one of those people. I want to live my life free of addiction and dependency on any substance.

You want to get addicted to something? Get addicted to your wife/husband, your kids, you family, your health, God, or just being a better person.

Beating this addiction IS possible, worth it, and not the pure hell some would lead you to believe. Want proof...pull up a chair and start reading the stories on this site.

Giving into addiction and the lies is for the weak. This place is for the strong and I'm proud to be one of the strong ones.

Quit on...
BOOM. I will stand with Diesel on this one. Preach on quitter.

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #552 on: October 07, 2013, 02:48:00 AM »
Quitting nicotine is hard, doing it cold turkey...even harder.

I'm 491 days quit now, but still have an occasional struggle.

I used to go into a gas station and look at all the new flavors of chew and shake my head. Now I shake my head at these new E-cigs and talk of tobacco harm reduction.

It's almost like people are throwing in the towel and saying "fuck it, I can't quit this shit, let's try and find a way to continue using it that's safer".

I say bullshit. These people are weak willed spineless pussies. You want total harm reduction...fucking quit.

NICOTINE is a posion. ADDICTION is disease...no matter what delivery method you use.

These people think nicotine is a pleasure prop, a stress reducer, a cure for boredom and something they can't live without. The more products that come out claiming to be "safer" only further these beliefs, and spare me the bullshit about these products being a gateway to quitting. They are nothing more than agents to keep you addicted while feeling a little less guilty. If an e-cig is safer than a cigarette or a wad of chaw...big fucking deal. You're still a slave.

I see people fighting HERE on a daily basis to rid themselves of the posion and the disease. People searching for freedom, people aware of the lies, people who know the true enemy, nicotine, and I am proud to fight beside you all on a daily basis.

To anyone out there battling and wondering "is it worth it". The answer is a resounding, YES.

Not only for obvious health reasons, but how about some fucking personal pride. How about the sense and desire to put your fucking foot down and say, "enough is enough". How about because you simply WANT to, because you know its the right thing.

WANT...that's what big tobacco is really trying to take from us.

"I know I should quit and I really want to but why should I now that I can enjoy my nicotine safely?"

Not sure about any of you, but I don't want to be one of those people. I want to live my life free of addiction and dependency on any substance.

You want to get addicted to something? Get addicted to your wife/husband, your kids, you family, your health, God, or just being a better person.

Beating this addiction IS possible, worth it, and not the pure hell some would lead you to believe. Want proof...pull up a chair and start reading the stories on this site.

Giving into addiction and the lies is for the weak. This place is for the strong and I'm proud to be one of the strong ones.

Quit on...
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
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9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
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"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
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"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
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The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #551 on: September 17, 2013, 01:36:00 PM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
This is odd.  470 days quit and for the first time my wife went out of town for work.  She left last night and won't be home til Friday.  With an 8 and 10 year old this is gonna blow donkey dick.

Kids in bed, FINALLY and I'm just sitting her watching football when I have a small flashback to how I used load up pinch after pinch when my wife would go away.

It used to be the best of times and the worst of times.

I thought maybe for a minute I was missing it but then I really started thinking about it, and I honestly do not.

As a ninja I used to literally chin dip the entire time my kids were in bed.  I even used to pack one as I layed in bed and fell asleep with one in once.  Fucking idiot.

Also, even though my wife was in a different country I used to fear she would somehow magically come home 3 days early without telling me, so I would hide tins and spitters all through the house.  I'd hide them in some fucked up places too.  Some under the kitchen sink, some in the basement in boxes of old clothes, some in the hall closet under some towels, some under my bed, etc...

Then the day before she would come home I would freak and tear the house apart looking for them all.  Literally I would be in a cold sweat hoping I got them all.  What a fucking moron.  Why didn't I just keep them all together?  What was I?  A fucking dog burying bones in the back yard?

I don't miss that shit.  Not one fucking bit.  I don't miss the taste, the spitting into a bottle, the shit breath, the sick to my stomach feeling I'd get when I would literally o.d. on nicotine, and I sure as hell don't miss running around hiding and digging up tins and spitters like a fucking Labrador Retriever.

That's no way for a "man" to live...totally controlled by nicotine. 

Pretty proud that I chose freedom and am just sitting here like a normal guy watching football rather than living my life like a fucking dog.

Quit on...
'oh yeah' 'worship' Once again My friend........showing the reason for the season..Quit On Bad-Ass!! Quit On
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #550 on: September 16, 2013, 11:49:00 PM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
This is odd.  470 days quit and for the first time my wife went out of town for work.  She left last night and won't be home til Friday.  With an 8 and 10 year old this is gonna blow donkey dick.

Kids in bed, FINALLY and I'm just sitting her watching football when I have a small flashback to how I used load up pinch after pinch when my wife would go away.

It used to be the best of times and the worst of times.

I thought maybe for a minute I was missing it but then I really started thinking about it, and I honestly do not.

As a ninja I used to literally chin dip the entire time my kids were in bed.  I even used to pack one as I layed in bed and fell asleep with one in once.  Fucking idiot.

Also, even though my wife was in a different country I used to fear she would somehow magically come home 3 days early without telling me, so I would hide tins and spitters all through the house.  I'd hide them in some fucked up places too.  Some under the kitchen sink, some in the basement in boxes of old clothes, some in the hall closet under some towels, some under my bed, etc...

Then the day before she would come home I would freak and tear the house apart looking for them all.  Literally I would be in a cold sweat hoping I got them all.  What a fucking moron.  Why didn't I just keep them all together?  What was I?  A fucking dog burying bones in the back yard?

I don't miss that shit.  Not one fucking bit.  I don't miss the taste, the spitting into a bottle, the shit breath, the sick to my stomach feeling I'd get when I would literally o.d. on nicotine, and I sure as hell don't miss running around hiding and digging up tins and spitters like a fucking Labrador Retriever.

That's no way for a "man" to live...totally controlled by nicotine. 

Pretty proud that I chose freedom and am just sitting here like a normal guy watching football rather than living my life like a fucking dog.

Quit on...
'oh yeah' 'worship' Once again My friend........showing the reason for the season..Quit On Bad-Ass!! Quit On
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #549 on: September 16, 2013, 11:04:00 PM »
This is odd. 470 days quit and for the first time my wife went out of town for work. She left last night and won't be home til Friday. With an 8 and 10 year old this is gonna blow donkey dick.

Kids in bed, FINALLY and I'm just sitting her watching football when I have a small flashback to how I used load up pinch after pinch when my wife would go away.

It used to be the best of times and the worst of times.

I thought maybe for a minute I was missing it but then I really started thinking about it, and I honestly do not.

As a ninja I used to literally chin dip the entire time my kids were in bed. I even used to pack one as I layed in bed and fell asleep with one in once. Fucking idiot.

Also, even though my wife was in a different country I used to fear she would somehow magically come home 3 days early without telling me, so I would hide tins and spitters all through the house. I'd hide them in some fucked up places too. Some under the kitchen sink, some in the basement in boxes of old clothes, some in the hall closet under some towels, some under my bed, etc...

Then the day before she would come home I would freak and tear the house apart looking for them all. Literally I would be in a cold sweat hoping I got them all. What a fucking moron. Why didn't I just keep them all together? What was I? A fucking dog burying bones in the back yard?

I don't miss that shit. Not one fucking bit. I don't miss the taste, the spitting into a bottle, the shit breath, the sick to my stomach feeling I'd get when I would literally o.d. on nicotine, and I sure as hell don't miss running around hiding and digging up tins and spitters like a fucking Labrador Retriever.

That's no way for a "man" to live...totally controlled by nicotine.

Pretty proud that I chose freedom and am just sitting here like a normal guy watching football rather than living my life like a fucking dog.

Quit on...
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #548 on: September 12, 2013, 11:05:00 AM »
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September 11th. A special day for obvious reasons, but on a much smaller and personal scale, for me in my little world, it's the day I hit the HOF. Today is my 465th day of quit. So basically a year plus a hof. I thought that was pretty cool. Not sure that it really is, but I thought so.

I am going to call it my special yearhof day.

Bigger respect and remembrance for those who paid the ultimate price 12 years ago today.

Never forget!!!
day late bro but proud to quit with you bro EDD. Keep up your work here!
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #547 on: September 12, 2013, 10:53:00 AM »
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Quote from: jaynellie
You the man bro........Proud  to be quit with you again today!!!! Inspiring ODAAT
Thanks all. Still amazed at how this site works sometimes.

Kandalk, if you took the time to read 36 pages of me being a big baby, then you deserved some kind of award.

I went back and quickly glanced over my 465 days. Some AMAZING words from some bad ass quitters. Also some words from people who fell by the wayside.

All in all an incredible journey that is still ongoing.

Quit on...
Was craving bad last night and needed something to get my mind off, between reading, getting my ass verbally kicked on chat. Something in my brain finally clicked back on and settled. possibility the sanity.

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #546 on: September 12, 2013, 07:47:00 AM »
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Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: jaynellie
You the man bro........Proud  to be quit with you again today!!!! Inspiring ODAAT
Thanks all. Still amazed at how this site works sometimes.

Kandalk, if you took the time to read 36 pages of me being a big baby, then you deserved some kind of award.

I went back and quickly glanced over my 465 days. Some AMAZING words from some bad ass quitters. Also some words from people who fell by the wayside.

All in all an incredible journey that is still ongoing.

Quit on...
Congrats Diesel.sorry I am a day late. Your quit is very inspiring to me bro.
Yes, tip of the cap to you.
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Southwest: "Not the victory but the action; Not the goal but the game; In the deed the glory."
Northwest: "Courage; Generosity; Fairness; Honor; In these are the true awards of manly sport."
Northeast: "Their Lives they held their country's trust; They kept its faith; They died its heroes."