Clay,
Hope you come back to read these posts. You need to quit for you. If you quit for a job, or quit for a family member, you won't stay quit. If you don't hate nicotine, hate the fact that it has a grip on you, hate the fact that you waste money on it, you'll never stay quit. You might actually never quit at all.
You need to want to quit so bad that you'll give up anything or do anything to stay quit. How this site works, as you might already know, is that you post "roll" every day. By doing so, you are promising to everyone else on the list that you won't use any nicotine that day. If you can't quit for yourself, and if you aren't ready to protect your quit at all costs, how can you keep your promise to the people who are going through the same symptoms and issues that you are?
Come back, ask questions, quit for yourself, save your life.