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Offline Cindy

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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #31 on: August 28, 2016, 07:41:00 PM »
Hang in there Beast, I think the quit is strong with you.
It will get better, the more you hate the nic bitch, the faster you will level out, because it's all a brain game now.
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"When will you put the arrogance and ignorance aside and choose to live and to live with honor and integrity. It's the best fucking feeling in the world. It beats the shit out of feeling like a loser caver. It beats the shit out of knowing that you are nic's bitch. It beats the shit out of getting cancer and dying. This is really hard shit and you have to attack it with a vengeance. Get after it January. Quit like fuck" ~ Bronc

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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #30 on: August 28, 2016, 09:49:00 AM »
Yes beast screwed mine up also but still didn't let that little trick work either! Hang in there brother, we're all right here with you. Nic plays hell with the body, but I feel better now than I have in 20 years. I haven't been sick, not one day in over a year. I normally was off work at least a day a month. You will reap the benefits of your quit, just gotta fight the bitch! Quit on my friend! Damn proud of you and proud to be quit with you!
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #29 on: August 27, 2016, 11:30:00 PM »
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Blood sugar is messed up. Ate till I made myself sick. Sweating like a whore in church. Got some help from a doc. The first week was a piece of cake compared to this. Fuck that poison. I will NOT let it win.
You are doing great beast. Some days are harder then others and some days you want to throat punch a nun. But the times get easier and the craves do fade but always keep your guard up
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #28 on: August 27, 2016, 11:27:00 PM »
Blood sugar is messed up. Ate till I made myself sick. Sweating like a whore in church. Got some help from a doc. The first week was a piece of cake compared to this. Fuck that poison. I will NOT let it win.
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #27 on: August 25, 2016, 10:00:00 PM »
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I won't give up, but I'm a mess right now. Today would have been my son's 16th birthday. He died when he was 3. I just gotta make it through today.
Sorry to hear that brother, but remember putting a chew in wouldn't change anything i know your strong and you will make it through.


Remember to if you need it i pm'd you my number
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #26 on: August 25, 2016, 08:46:00 PM »
I won't give up, but I'm a mess right now. Today would have been my son's 16th birthday. He died when he was 3. I just gotta make it through today.
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #25 on: August 25, 2016, 08:02:00 PM »
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Last night was rough. Today's been rough. I will not break my promise. I would have caved if it wasn't for this site. I'm not looking for sympathy. We've all been there. Just typing it out here helps. I keep journaling it here so after I hit 100 days I can look back and see how enveloped I was in the fog. ODAAT!
Hey my brother you are absolutely correct, we've all struggled and I swear to you if you hang in there it's worth every damn second of it! Don't worry about 20 day's, 50 days just worry about right now! Let's make it through the next minute then 1 hour just till I can post again in the morning! You own this quit! Damn proud to be quit with you!
^^ listen to Pab every day is a new milestone to take a baby step at a time but man its worth it. when i drank my first cup of coffee without a chew it was probably the best thing ever.
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #24 on: August 25, 2016, 07:58:00 PM »
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Last night was rough. Today's been rough. I will not break my promise. I would have caved if it wasn't for this site. I'm not looking for sympathy. We've all been there. Just typing it out here helps. I keep journaling it here so after I hit 100 days I can look back and see how enveloped I was in the fog. ODAAT!
Hey my brother you are absolutely correct, we've all struggled and I swear to you if you hang in there it's worth every damn second of it! Don't worry about 20 day's, 50 days just worry about right now! Let's make it through the next minute then 1 hour just till I can post again in the morning! You own this quit! Damn proud to be quit with you!
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #23 on: August 25, 2016, 01:05:00 PM »
Last night was rough. Today's been rough. I will not break my promise. I would have caved if it wasn't for this site. I'm not looking for sympathy. We've all been there. Just typing it out here helps. I keep journaling it here so after I hit 100 days I can look back and see how enveloped I was in the fog. ODAAT!
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #22 on: August 23, 2016, 08:56:00 AM »
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Just reading this intro for the first time - hit home on many fronts. Beast, you are among common folk here and many of us regret past decisions, actions, and behaviors because of our addiction to nicotine.

Keep journaling these small wins. The toothpaste comment was perfect - and just a small slice of what freedom tastes like. Like Worktowin said, 1300+ days and that freedom keeps getting better, well, he's spot on. The longer I'm quit the better this gets - the more you put into this the bigger the ROI. Congratulations on being quit - now, take it from me, fire up the grill and learn what steak really tastes like.
Made me chuckle with the toothpaste comment. Love new quitters. Want to taste something beautiful. Try a juicy just off the tree peach. They are just coming into season in PA (Well my back yard anyway)
and I have waited almost a year to see what one tastes like unpolluted by nic!!!! Heaven!!
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #21 on: August 23, 2016, 07:49:00 AM »
Just reading this intro for the first time - hit home on many fronts. Beast, you are among common folk here and many of us regret past decisions, actions, and behaviors because of our addiction to nicotine.

Keep journaling these small wins. The toothpaste comment was perfect - and just a small slice of what freedom tastes like. Like Worktowin said, 1300+ days and that freedom keeps getting better, well, he's spot on. The longer I'm quit the better this gets - the more you put into this the bigger the ROI. Congratulations on being quit - now, take it from me, fire up the grill and learn what steak really tastes like.
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #20 on: August 23, 2016, 07:37:00 AM »
Holy shit! Toothpaste is flavored! I shit you not! I was brushing my teeth this morning and thought, "what the hell is that?" Can't think of the last time I actually tasted toothpaste. If steak tastes better now, then my fat ass is in trouble.
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #19 on: August 21, 2016, 12:18:00 PM »
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Holy shit, you guys weren't kidding about the dip dreams. WTF?
Those are vivid subconscious reminders of you WINNING!
they are reminders of wins and dont discourage yourself over them they can be so real that you can almost taste it.
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #18 on: August 21, 2016, 11:47:00 AM »
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Holy shit, you guys weren't kidding about the dip dreams. WTF?
Those are vivid subconscious reminders of you WINNING!
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Re: 53 hours free
« Reply #17 on: August 21, 2016, 11:23:00 AM »
Holy shit, you guys weren't kidding about the dip dreams. WTF?
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