Hi Everyone,
First, I am so glad to find a cool place for people who are quitting smokeless tobacco. Thank you to the creators of this site!!
Second: My nicotine backstory- I started smoking at 18. I quit smoking...well traded it for dipping at around 26. I have been dipping for about 10 years now. I decided it was time to rid myself of the poison altogether.
my experience being dip-free- I had my last precious scrapings from the inner rim of the top of the skoal can late on December 30th. I was SOOOO tempted to run to the store and grab another can, but I thought it was now or never. So I took a benadryl and forced myself to sleep. I thought "hey! that's about 8 hours of purging that I wont even notice!" Of course I woke up with a hard craving and what felt like a helium balloon being inflated in the middle of my head. My eyes dont want to focus, and there is a fog in all my thoughts, I can barely hold a conversation. I have been doing alot of pointing and grunting these days.
Today is my 4th day, and I have been using coffee grounds to help. I know... I know.. caffeine has its own issues and withdrawal symptoms...but it beats nicotine. I will probably switch to mint in a few days.
Anyway, I really wanted to make this a humorous rant...but I can barely focus enough to just get the story out at all. I am sure I will go back and read this in a few weeks and have a good laugh!
for now, I am walking through a London Fog trying to evade that ole' werewolf. Got my coffee, got my favorite music...and got my new found friends here at killthecan.org
'Remshot' to the werewolf.