Final Quit

[tarpon17]

Where in LA do you reside enav? I'm in slidell the land of milk and honey

[B-loMatt]

Thanks fellas!

It's crazy, I wake up feel pretty good from not the best night of sleep. Get on here and read others struggles. It breaks my heart man. I've had to wipe tears out of my eyes a few times this morning. However I do find it to be pissing me off now. Honestly it's disgusts me. It makes me reflect and realize the selfish poor decisions I've made since starting back. And what's worse is my excuse for starting is gone, and now I am dealing with quitting again. This too shall pass!

You can't change the past, but you can quit for today! I used to have regrets as well, but why bother, it's done.

Use the negative feelings to fuel your quit. It worked for many of us. And your intro is a place to rant, rage, and vent if you need it! You are winning!

[Thumblewort]

Thanks fellas!

It's crazy, I wake up feel pretty good from not the best night of sleep. Get on here and read others struggles. It breaks my heart man. I've had to wipe tears out of my eyes a few times this morning. However I do find it to be pissing me off now. Honestly it's disgusts me. It makes me reflect and realize the selfish poor decisions I've made since starting back. And what's worse is my excuse for starting is gone, and now I am dealing with quitting again. This too shall pass!

You can't change the past, but you can quit for today! I used to have regrets as well, but why bother, it's done.

[enav]

Thanks fellas!

It's crazy, I wake up feel pretty good from not the best night of sleep. Get on here and read others struggles. It breaks my heart man. I've had to wipe tears out of my eyes a few times this morning. However I do find it to be pissing me off now. Honestly it's disgusts me. It makes me reflect and realize the selfish poor decisions I've made since starting back. And what's worse is my excuse for starting is gone, and now I am dealing with quitting again. This too shall pass!

[slug.go]

B-loMatt  Thumblewort,

Yesterday was just one of those days for me. There aren't any excuses, I know quitting for good isn't a picnic. Especially at the beginning. I realize to quit you have to pay the price and that comes with some pain. I see the benefit of having others to help that's why I couldn't walk away.

Thanks again

No worries man.

Really wrapping your head around the fact that you are an addict is a shocking revelation. Hell... I didn't really accept it for a good long while. Plus... This whole forum full of over passionate, over testosteroned people was waaaay outa my wheelhouse. But... I had to quit. I wanted to quit.

This is the place.

Rage away m'man... We get it. We've been there. Stick with it and stay involved. You need any help just let me know. I'm a pm away.

The rage means you are quitting brother, and that is why we are all here.

Do this one day at a time. Don't think about forever. Win today. I quit with you today.

Day 5 - you're almost through the fog. Keep it up and be strong.

You got this, Enav. 5 days is huge! Come in here or Chat to rage anytime, don't take it out on your family or friends. Rage on us, we can take it, no apologies necessary!

[Done4Me]

B-loMatt  Thumblewort,

Yesterday was just one of those days for me. There aren't any excuses, I know quitting for good isn't a picnic. Especially at the beginning. I realize to quit you have to pay the price and that comes with some pain. I see the benefit of having others to help that's why I couldn't walk away.

Thanks again

No worries man.

Really wrapping your head around the fact that you are an addict is a shocking revelation. Hell... I didn't really accept it for a good long while. Plus... This whole forum full of over passionate, over testosteroned people was waaaay outa my wheelhouse. But... I had to quit. I wanted to quit.

This is the place.

Rage away m'man... We get it. We've been there. Stick with it and stay involved. You need any help just let me know. I'm a pm away.

The rage means you are quitting brother, and that is why we are all here.

Do this one day at a time. Don't think about forever. Win today. I quit with you today.

Day 5 - you're almost through the fog. Keep it up and be strong.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

B-loMatt  Thumblewort,

Yesterday was just one of those days for me. There aren't any excuses, I know quitting for good isn't a picnic. Especially at the beginning. I realize to quit you have to pay the price and that comes with some pain. I see the benefit of having others to help that's why I couldn't walk away.

Thanks again

No worries man.

Really wrapping your head around the fact that you are an addict is a shocking revelation. Hell... I didn't really accept it for a good long while. Plus... This whole forum full of over passionate, over testosteroned people was waaaay outa my wheelhouse. But... I had to quit. I wanted to quit.

This is the place.

Rage away m'man... We get it. We've been there. Stick with it and stay involved. You need any help just let me know. I'm a pm away.

The rage means you are quitting brother, and that is why we are all here.

Do this one day at a time. Don't think about forever. Win today. I quit with you today.

[Thumblewort]

B-loMatt  Thumblewort,

Yesterday was just one of those days for me. There aren't any excuses, I know quitting for good isn't a picnic. Especially at the beginning. I realize to quit you have to pay the price and that comes with some pain. I see the benefit of having others to help that's why I couldn't walk away.

Thanks again

No worries man.

Really wrapping your head around the fact that you are an addict is a shocking revelation. Hell... I didn't really accept it for a good long while. Plus... This whole forum full of over passionate, over testosteroned people was waaaay outa my wheelhouse. But... I had to quit. I wanted to quit.

This is the place.

Rage away m'man... We get it. We've been there. Stick with it and stay involved. You need any help just let me know. I'm a pm away.

The rage means you are quitting brother, and that is why we are all here.

[AppleJack]

B-loMatt  Thumblewort,

Yesterday was just one of those days for me. There aren't any excuses, I know quitting for good isn't a picnic. Especially at the beginning. I realize to quit you have to pay the price and that comes with some pain. I see the benefit of having others to help that's why I couldn't walk away.

Thanks again

No worries man.

Really wrapping your head around the fact that you are an addict is a shocking revelation. Hell... I didn't really accept it for a good long while. Plus... This whole forum full of over passionate, over testosteroned people was waaaay outa my wheelhouse. But... I had to quit. I wanted to quit.

This is the place.

Rage away m'man... We get it. We've been there. Stick with it and stay involved. You need any help just let me know. I'm a pm away.

[enav]

B-loMatt  Thumblewort,

Yesterday was just one of those days for me. There aren't any excuses, I know quitting for good isn't a picnic. Especially at the beginning. I realize to quit you have to pay the price and that comes with some pain. I see the benefit of having others to help that's why I couldn't walk away.

Thanks again

[B-loMatt]

I can accept that. I can also offer a apology for my frustration and any insults I hurled yesterday. I'm here to stay, and focused on staying quit one day at a time.

Thanks-
Elton

That's the response you needed to give Elton, and believe me, we get the fact that you are going to be in a bad mood for a while. The rage you feel will serve you best if you keep it focused on the poison weed and the real douche bags who push it. The soul-less bastards at big tobacco rob and kill their customers every day and get away with it b/c of all the money to be made selling the most addictive drug on the planet.

Read everything on KTC starting with the welcome center, and then keep going. Seriously, read everything here... There is so much misinformation, propaganda, and myth about nicotine out there, and it is that way for the purpose of keeping the tobacco industry money train rolling. The truth can set you free, and the truth is here...

PM me if you need another #

[Thumblewort]

I can accept that. I can also offer a apology for my frustration and any insults I hurled yesterday. I'm here to stay, and focused on staying quit one day at a time.

Thanks-
Elton

Apology accepted, now let's get back to quittin'.

[enav]

I can accept that. I can also offer a apology for my frustration and any insults I hurled yesterday. I'm here to stay, and focused on staying quit one day at a time.

Thanks-
Elton

[Derk40]

I'm going to try this again. Had a member of my quit group reach out to me. And advised me to answer the questions and stick around. So I did. Here or my non pissed answers.

1. I came here first in Oct 2012 more less researching. I had been under a lot of pressure from my wife to quit. I went into the chat room. There the people were helpful but were pushing hard for me to post role. Honestly, I was not ready to quit for myself at that time. I was quitting to get my wife off my rear and wasn't at the point of hating nicotine.

2. It happened because I was not ready quit in 2012. I came for a few days, stopped posting and caved shortly thereafter. I wasn't committed like I should have been to posting. I didn't post roll that day! I don't remember at what point I picked it up again. I do know that I stopped posting first and caved after.

3. This time I quit for myself and I'm ready. I set out to post daily for accountability. I like that about this site and recognize the importance. I want to be able to help others in the future when I'm further down the road. Anyway if I can I'd like to keep posting roll here and become involved. I'm in the game.

I am doing this because I don't want to leave here. I recognize the benefit of the team effort. I'm staying, and got connected in my quit group. I don't have to like everyone or be on board with their tactics. But I'm going to do what's I think is best for me and keep posting roll.

Quitting for you is key. Posting roll is a decision you make. Do it and keep your word.

You are not the first person to roll into KTC with an attitude. "Their tactics" are just people trying to help you. You can't see that today. I get that. One day you will.

My recommendation is to listen to people giving you advice and don't fight the system. The KTC way works. You can do this.

[enav]

I'm going to try this again. Had a member of my quit group reach out to me. And advised me to answer the questions and stick around. So I did. Here or my non pissed answers.

1. I came here first in Oct 2012 more less researching. I had been under a lot of pressure from my wife to quit. I went into the chat room. There the people were helpful but were pushing hard for me to post role. Honestly, I was not ready to quit for myself at that time. I was quitting to get my wife off my rear and wasn't at the point of hating nicotine.

2. It happened because I was not ready quit in 2012. I came for a few days, stopped posting and caved shortly thereafter. I wasn't committed like I should have been to posting. I didn't post roll that day! I don't remember at what point I picked it up again. I do know that I stopped posting first and caved after.

3. This time I quit for myself and I'm ready. I set out to post daily for accountability. I like that about this site and recognize the importance. I want to be able to help others in the future when I'm further down the road. Anyway if I can I'd like to keep posting roll here and become involved. I'm in the game.

I am doing this because I don't want to leave here. I recognize the benefit of the team effort. I'm staying, and got connected in my quit group. I don't have to like everyone or be on board with their tactics. But I'm going to do what's I think is best for me and keep posting roll.