Ok now Steven - you've done the right thing. You've made the right choice. You've now got hundreds if not THOUSANDS of people available to support you in your quit.
Now do the right thing. Put down the gun and go post roll. You're in April, 2014. Look for "Quit Groups." These folks will be your family... make friends.
When you need advice, ask in April, or ask back here, or ask via text, or ask via smoke signals... however a KTCer can get your question or problem, we'll give you an answer or solution.
Welcome to the suck. It sucks... but it also doesn't suck, really...