hey all,
i have finally decided to kick the can in the ass and get this shit away from me. i started dipping at 14--im 23 now. i have tried quitting in the past, probably like most, and failed. i have failed bc i have flipped from one tobacco product to another and then back. i lied to myself many times that i could ween myself off one addiction and then stomp out the addiction that was newly formed. i always ran back to the dip. until i found snus, which is a swedish dip like product that you dont spit. im soooo ready to get off this shit though! i will not let myself go back to american snuff and i now will not let myself go the round about way to snus. ive lost so much money ordering this shit from sweden. my girlfriend is ready to leave me bc i keep lying about quitting. it's time to QUIT. ive said it. i will need support, which i know you guys are good at, but im also committed. this site should keep me honest since im ultimately held accountable to myself and any inability to commit to the site is only laziness (which most certainly will mean failure!) thanks, and good luck
-jon 'bang head'
