Well I earlier posted in my September HOF forum about how bad my day 5 was going. I figured I would post a little about it in here so when I finally reach the HOF with all my Sultan brothers I can look back and know the shit I had to go through to begin to break the addictive grip the nic bitch has on me. Today was by far my worst day in 5 days. I have had the worst headache of my life, my heart keeps feeling as if it will explode, my throat feels raw, diarrhea and nauseous, can't eat anything and just horrible pains in my body. I take some excedrine and hit the fake dip and it helps a little. But it just keeps coming back. Some of my brothers took time from their busy day to lend me words of encouragement and remind me of the promise I make everyday when I sign roll. You men are and I'm sure will continue to be my saviors. As long as you keep my back I will have your back and you will continue to have my word everyday when I sign roll call. DipDaps, spitstickler, JayDubya and Evil_Won as well as others that I just haven't mentioned (no less important of brothers mind you) I know I can count on you and I've heard your words today and I will remember them. Accountability+Brotherhood= SUCCESS!