"Haven't slipped yet" - Are you expecting to?
"give it my all"
"pray I don't slip"
"I've tried to quit a few times and failed"
Welcome. Wow, you're the first person I've ever met with a high stress job. What's that like? Look, Sally, your fate is in your hands. Do this or don't. Don't tell me about hope, trying, and praying. That's horseshit.
YOU read everything here starting in the welcome center. Then YOU get to the September 2014 group and add your name to roll every day. Then YOU honor your word all day. It's quite simple, but it comes down to YOU and if [b[]YOU[/b] really want this more than anything else.