First off, let me introduce myself. My name is Brad and I am a 21 year addict of nicotine. Ninja when I started at 15 until I left home and went to college and then ninja again once I got married almost 10 years ago. For most of that time, was using a can a day of Cope. Now have two kids, 3 yr old girl and 5 yr old boy. Absolutely worn out from the energy it takes to hide something that I am seriously ashamed of. Absolutely scared of what this could put my wife and kids (me also) through if it gets my health.
Over the last few months and weeks, all of this has been weighing more and more on me and I decided to do something about it. From everything I have read, laid out my plan, cut back over the last four weeks and marked by calendar. So, on Tuesday, August 5th I woke up and started a new life, a life of freedom from nicotine. While I know the road ahead will not be an easy or smooth one, it is one that I must and will travel. I am exited, scared, nervous, you name it and I feel like I have felt it.
Well, that is my intro. Like it or not, like me or not, get used to it as I am here to stay.