Day 25, what a fucking ride. Chili....that's right chili. I texted waste panel about it last week. It's a huge crave inducer for me for some reason. Last week i Went to the club, had a bowl of chili and fought the nic bitch all afternoon. Well, today guess what I had? Fucking chili again, in 103 degree heat,I went back to the club and ate chili. I guess as a test i wanted to do,well I won. My thoughts are chili takes me to fall days, at the ranch or the duck club. Times of complete relaxment, and joy. That my friends is how fucked up we are on nicotine. Watering flowers, chili, plane rides next to dippers, it's all the nic bitch hiding and waiting. Nic bitch is a pissed off early spring rattlesnake hiding under your truck. You can hear it, can't see it, but it will bite your ass quick if you aren't watching. Stay strong, and watch for snakes.