hullo

[B-loMatt]

44-Exercise! Cannot stress the benefits enough. Do not forget to exercise quitters...

[Diesel2112]

42-43: love me some quit today. Hard day at work with no craves, suck, or fog. KTC all night while getting a little video game time in. Had me some seeds and a nice night. Gettin' ready for the next hurdle. Plan on hitting the bike tommorow, and getting some work done around the house. Thanks again KTC. I never would have imagined I could have a day like this 44 days ago :D

Super proud of you B. You get it... You're doing it... Badass brother. Each day is a victory in and of itself. Living and quitting each day well... That's freedom dude. Dig it :)

Nice! Freedom is yummy.

Yummy like warm apple pie.

[Scowick65]

42-43: love me some quit today. Hard day at work with no craves, suck, or fog. KTC all night while getting a little video game time in. Had me some seeds and a nice night. Gettin' ready for the next hurdle. Plan on hitting the bike tommorow, and getting some work done around the house. Thanks again KTC. I never would have imagined I could have a day like this 44 days ago :D

Super proud of you B. You get it... You're doing it... Badass brother. Each day is a victory in and of itself. Living and quitting each day well... That's freedom dude. Dig it :)

Nice! Freedom is yummy.

[AppleJack]

42-43: love me some quit today. Hard day at work with no craves, suck, or fog. KTC all night while getting a little video game time in. Had me some seeds and a nice night. Gettin' ready for the next hurdle. Plan on hitting the bike tommorow, and getting some work done around the house. Thanks again KTC. I never would have imagined I could have a day like this 44 days ago :D

Super proud of you B. You get it... You're doing it... Badass brother. Each day is a victory in and of itself. Living and quitting each day well... That's freedom dude. Dig it :)

[B-loMatt]

42-43: love me some quit today. Hard day at work with no craves, suck, or fog. KTC all night while getting a little video game time in. Had me some seeds and a nice night. Gettin' ready for the next hurdle. Plan on hitting the bike tommorow, and getting some work done around the house. Thanks again KTC. I never would have imagined I could have a day like this 44 days ago :D

[Greg5280]

41- do not forget to exercise future self! A good sweat helps your addict ass. If you can get that workout doing something productive around the house; even better, and if you can do it while listening to Black Sabbath 13 at neighbors calling the cops on you volume it is better still! Side note Ozzy and Black Sabbath have written songs about every drug except nic, and supposedly are quit from so many addictions it boggles my mind. I am not sure if it is just me reading into it b/c quit is always on my mind, but there seems to be a ton of quit jargon in the new album. Either way super heavy music with quit message helping me right now. Quit on!

You mean Sweet Leaf wasn't about tobacco ;)
Your posts keep me prepared for what's ahead. Thanks
Happy the quit is strong and Sabath still have it in 'em.

LOL I love to garden, and sweetleaf wasn't about stevia either! My little brother is a lawyer too slim so I can forgive you. JK. I will take point and am glad you have my 6.

I have your 6 too pm me for digits if u need them

Getting up and working out helps a number of areas. Kills craves, kills anxiety, helps with sleep. If you are as out of shape as I was it took awhile but I work out daily now.

STAY QUIT
Greg

[traumagnet]

41- do not forget to exercise future self! A good sweat helps your addict ass. If you can get that workout doing something productive around the house; even better, and if you can do it while listening to Black Sabbath 13 at neighbors calling the cops on you volume it is better still! Side note Ozzy and Black Sabbath have written songs about every drug except nic, and supposedly are quit from so many addictions it boggles my mind. I am not sure if it is just me reading into it b/c quit is always on my mind, but there seems to be a ton of quit jargon in the new album. Either way super heavy music with quit message helping me right now. Quit on!

You mean Sweet Leaf wasn't about tobacco ;)
Your posts keep me prepared for what's ahead. Thanks
Happy the quit is strong and Sabath still have it in 'em.

LOL I love to garden, and sweetleaf wasn't about stevia either! My little brother is a lawyer too slim so I can forgive you. JK. I will take point and am glad you have my 6.

I have your 6 too pm me for digits if u need them

[B-loMatt]

41- do not forget to exercise future self! A good sweat helps your addict ass. If you can get that workout doing something productive around the house; even better, and if you can do it while listening to Black Sabbath 13 at neighbors calling the cops on you volume it is better still! Side note Ozzy and Black Sabbath have written songs about every drug except nic, and supposedly are quit from so many addictions it boggles my mind. I am not sure if it is just me reading into it b/c quit is always on my mind, but there seems to be a ton of quit jargon in the new album. Either way super heavy music with quit message helping me right now. Quit on!

You mean Sweet Leaf wasn't about tobacco ;)
Your posts keep me prepared for what's ahead. Thanks
Happy the quit is strong and Sabath still have it in 'em.

LOL I love to garden, and sweetleaf wasn't about stevia either! My little brother is a lawyer too slim so I can forgive you. JK. I will take point and am glad you have my 6.

[CaliforniaSlim]

41- do not forget to exercise future self! A good sweat helps your addict ass. If you can get that workout doing something productive around the house; even better, and if you can do it while listening to Black Sabbath 13 at neighbors calling the cops on you volume it is better still! Side note Ozzy and Black Sabbath have written songs about every drug except nic, and supposedly are quit from so many addictions it boggles my mind. I am not sure if it is just me reading into it b/c quit is always on my mind, but there seems to be a ton of quit jargon in the new album. Either way super heavy music with quit message helping me right now. Quit on!

You mean Sweet Leaf wasn't about tobacco ;)
Your posts keep me prepared for what's ahead. Thanks
Happy the quit is strong and Sabath still have it in 'em.

[B-loMatt]

41- do not forget to exercise future self! A good sweat helps your addict ass. If you can get that workout doing something productive around the house; even better, and if you can do it while listening to Black Sabbath 13 at neighbors calling the cops on you volume it is better still! Side note Ozzy and Black Sabbath have written songs about every drug except nic, and supposedly are quit from so many addictions it boggles my mind. I am not sure if it is just me reading into it b/c quit is always on my mind, but there seems to be a ton of quit jargon in the new album. Either way super heavy music with quit message helping me right now. Quit on!

[B-loMatt]

40-I think I am through this little funk now. Glad I posted my troubles here and that my quit family cares enough to read it and point out what was going on. Thank you. I am amazed that I did not recognize what was happening, and that it went away almost as soon as it was pointed out to me what it was. Day 40 is here so fast I am excited that better days are never far away, and all I need to do is keep +1ing.

[B-loMatt]

End 38- happy 4th of July! Ok so with a bit of help I realized I was in a funk on top of actual BS going on in my life, and today I said hello to my old friend 'the suck'... Well I know that means I am winning, and I still had fun at my brithers b-day party (yes he is a real Yankee Doodle) I swam, had a mint julip (with my own homegrown mint), took the kids to a good fireworks. It was all good but also: it all sucked. I think it was worse this time because I am having real issues with my family (thank God nothing catastrophic but bad enough) and knowing that part of my crap mood was likely due to the nic bitch left me confused as to how pissed I should be with anyone about anything. I decided to just try my best to be patient, and sort it all out later... I will not cave. I will live with 'the suck' till it passes, and I will try not to take it out on my friends and family even if that means giving out a few free passes which they may or may not deserve... Going to bed now I will post roll in the a.m. and QLF tommorow.

[B-loMatt]

Thanks for the responses. I was/am in a bit of a funk, and did not realize it for what it was. The non quit issues are in the forefront for mr last couple days, but funk set in and made matters worse without me even realizing it. Like most of nic bitches baggage it loses lots of power once you are rational and aware of it.

[Nickald]

says 38 on my days quit calculator... Worst non quit real life stress since I quit... I am a chef who does NOT work in an AC kitchen, schools out so my 6-7 hour m-f freedom is gone, and my wife is not bringing her "A" game this past week ( being kind here...). Top it all off with this chest cold sinus infection thing I got going on for the last week, and I am, for the first time in my quit, pissed off or depressed about things other than not crammin' cancer weed in my craw! Holy shit is this the stress non addicts deal with? Not sure I like my situation right now, but I know that caving would not help. I my be about to break through to a better place or my life my be in for radical change, but whatever may come I will face it nic free! FU nic and ust 'Finger'

Matt, I know exactly where you are right now. When I go back to my intro thread I was having thoughts and feelings just like you are saying right now. You will get through this man. Just keep putting up + ones. It gets so much better, I promise. I have been watching your journey from a distance and I can tell you are winning. If you need more digits please send me a PM and we can swap.


Ryan

You keep going matt. Your in a funk man. Times will get better. You just have to make it to the next door. Some of my worst times were in the 30's. Not really wanting to cave, but just feeling down and out. Good news here is it shouldn't last to long.

Important thing is keep that head pointed forward. Nothing in back of you but where you came from. We are going to a better place. I'm quit with you all day bro.

Keep at it. Having bull shit days are tough. You will find that dealing with them with out dip gets easier and better. Keep up the quit.

NICK

[srans]

says 38 on my days quit calculator... Worst non quit real life stress since I quit... I am a chef who does NOT work in an AC kitchen, schools out so my 6-7 hour m-f freedom is gone, and my wife is not bringing her "A" game this past week ( being kind here...). Top it all off with this chest cold sinus infection thing I got going on for the last week, and I am, for the first time in my quit, pissed off or depressed about things other than not crammin' cancer weed in my craw! Holy shit is this the stress non addicts deal with? Not sure I like my situation right now, but I know that caving would not help. I my be about to break through to a better place or my life my be in for radical change, but whatever may come I will face it nic free! FU nic and ust 'Finger'

Matt, I know exactly where you are right now. When I go back to my intro thread I was having thoughts and feelings just like you are saying right now. You will get through this man. Just keep putting up + ones. It gets so much better, I promise. I have been watching your journey from a distance and I can tell you are winning. If you need more digits please send me a PM and we can swap.


Ryan

You keep going matt. Your in a funk man. Times will get better. You just have to make it to the next door. Some of my worst times were in the 30's. Not really wanting to cave, but just feeling down and out. Good news here is it shouldn't last to long.

Important thing is keep that head pointed forward. Nothing in back of you but where you came from. We are going to a better place. I'm quit with you all day bro.